You don't have to believe me, but the way I- way I see it;

Mid-term break is just awful.
I stay at home when I'm not hanging out with friends.
Crap. Lol.
I'm kinda pro in editing my camwhore piccies now.
SURPRISINGLY.
I DON'T FKING LOOK LIKE MYSELF ANYMORE.
FML.
I'm seriously pretty proud of myself *cough*

Piccie credited to Ean!
Me myself love this piccie really a lot.
Taken on 24th of December at Uniqlo.
Had a nice day with her and Shir!
Spot their big bows and my baby unicorn!
(Shir asked me to praise her over here btw. HELL NO HAHA!)

Sorry for hiding up my face.
I miss they all so freaken much!
We went to Mid Valley on 25th of December.
Didn't went for shopping but CHIT-CHATTING! (:
We chatted loads of topic I suppose.
Love the moments spending with sisters.
Muah! Much loved!

Currently I'm listening to one of her songs.
Tian Fu Zhen is totally perfect for me.
I love her voice, gee.

对心事说谎 把你想到多么的不堪

I was on the phone with my jimui.
She said you're nothing wrong to be there.
Tsk tsk tsk.
I've been thinking too much.
Guess I is super duper krazy this time.
Blah. That's the way I am.
Do not blame me <3

Goodnight world.
The 141cm Reesely Kawei is about to sleep!
I miss you guys lotssssssss :(
Will be headin' the the college on this coming Wednesday.
Toodles! X

P.S. DO MISS ME OR I WILL ASK THE WHOLE WORLD TO F YOUUU! >:P

Playing God;

Can't make my own decisions or make any with precision
Well, maybe you should tie me up so I don't go where you don't want me
You say that I've been changing, that I'm not just simply aging
Yeah, how could that be logical?
Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

Wo-o-o-ho-oh

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

If God's the game that you're playing
Well, we must get more acquainted
Because it has to be so lonely... to be the only one who's holy
It's just my humble opinion, but it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you

Wo-o-o-ho-oh

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

This is the last second chance
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm half as good as it gets
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm on both sides of the fence
(I'll point you to the mirror)
Without a hint of regret... I'll hold you to it

I know you don't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

I know you won't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

:)

My 25th of Dec;

圣诞节快乐丫 孩子们
我刚回到家 眼睛就快闭上
但还是很想在这里 写写此刻的心情

有点复杂 有点无奈 再加点开朗
什么东东啊 噗

可能啊 事情没有我们想的那么糟 *问号*
雪爸的轮胎爆胎 可能是让下一秒走过那路上的宝宝 没踩上那铁钉
苏 可能是上天给她的一个考验 要让她 知道什么之类的啦 我不知道
还有啊 可能刚刚的臭八婆 已经被人捉到 现在已经被lokap
然后没人保释她 让她睡一辈子 吃过期的肯德基 再天天被人罚扫地 *奸笑*

抱歉 我无法体会你们的心情 X(
但是你们要开心啊 不然我哭给你们看 呜 XD

明天我还有节目
去跟好姐妹们见面 :)
好想好想她们 雪就算啦 才见面没多久 嘻 X)

圣诞老人丫 如果你现在听见的话
我今天十二点许的愿望 我不要了
我现在只要身边的每个人都天天过的开心
你帮他们解决烦恼啦 哈
我自己的就顺其自然咯 雨后彩虹现 XP

对了 今天我玩的很开心 =)
几乎有十年没去KL倒数了
今晚大家都玩疯了 认不认识都玩成一堆
好久没那么放任了 呵呵
可能很难得 才找到机会来参与这种场合
我们怎么都那么可爱啊 哈哈哈哈 XD
爱死你们两个傻婆啦 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 XD
好想赶快看照片啊 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 XD

最后 在这里要对一个人说不好意思
不知道原来你对喷雾剂(?)敏感的
下次鼻子好了 要参我们玩啊 慢慢喷死你 哈哈哈 XD

还有谢谢雪爸载我们到KL 还要载我们回家 X(
我会好好为雪 物色一个一九零厘米高的男朋友 别操心 *笑*

各位孩子晚安 要梦见我
不要不读我写的废话啊 我哭给你看 呜 XP

Keep moving;

今天本来很不开心的 因为知道是自己做错事
我没有很气她骂我 只是在气自己干嘛那么懒散 做事情总是不积极
结果笨到 从早上到下午都不吃东西 在回家的路上才肯买糕点吃
回到家吃到开心 (妈今天煮大餐 大日子呀 汤圆的七夕 也是一年一次 XP)
然后 我 我 我就胃痛咯

妈: “呐 你看 现在痛的是谁?”

我是那种一回到家 就开始跟家人报告什么什么跟什么的小孩
(在他们眼里 我的确是一个死小孩 可是我很噢颗喔 XD)
今天中屌的事情 我也随口带过
对啊 痛的只有我自己 笨死我了 =(
下次要乖乖叫饭吃 就算怎样不开心的话
让家人朋友担心 真抱歉 小妹会改进的 下次点烤面包 X(

谢谢我的宝贝莲儿 *笑*
一觉睡醒就对着电脑发呆 都不知道要跟谁聊
我会加油的 把事情做好
我们的保龄球之约啊 =D

还有一条友啊
对啦 就是苏你啦 X)
前两天我因为某些事情不开心 累你特地上网陪我聊天
我怎么越来越任性了 抱歉啊傻婆 X(

雪也是 还有麻烦你之后打回给我 听我说有的没的
呜 我以后不会再嚷些怪话了 TT
也谢谢茗 爱死你们了啦 要做一辈子的姐妹啊
我也很愿意听你们的废言废语 来 亲一个 XD

往后的日子 我不会想那么多啦
尽自己的能力做到最好 莲儿告诉我的 X)

对了对了 还要谢谢今天在班上安慰我的朋友
我现在没事了 我也爱你们哈哈哈哈哈 XD

各位晚安 冬至快乐 圣诞节快乐 还有新年快乐
我要看烟花 还有下雪 谁来陪我呢 我请你吃糖果 哦呵呵 =D

Who cares if it's wrong;

Hello, I fall for a weirdo. FML.

Nights world, rofl :)

Mid-term break? FU;

I desperately wanna go to somewhere else right now. I don't care what the place is that, sob! Planned to hit Cathay Damansara in the afternoon but I failed to do so. Mom didn't go to The Curve for her facial. Eek. I don't mother fking care if I'm going for photo shooting alone tomorrow, LOL!

Aight. Off for one day tomorrow. I'm bored of twitter and FB. Take care everybadae! Muah! :D

Not a mistake;

最近都在听这首歌
本身不是追日韩明星的人
第一次听到这首歌 也是不经意听到的
很喜欢它的旋律
可能听了太多吵吵嚷嚷的歌 是时候让耳朵歇一歇吧
好听好听 :)

九点半了 下午一点得上课
下个星期我就放假啦 哈哈哈哈哈

在这十个有点短暂的星期里 跟同班同学都相处得很开心 （个人觉得啦 嘻）
好奇怪以前我干嘛会比现在安静 内疚了 哈
更奇怪的是 我竟然完全不想翘课
我可是出了名的ponteng大王 *羞*

也好啦 我也好喜欢这间学校
希望接下来的日子 我不会为大家添麻烦 排写排写 :P

好啦 这篇我就不放在面子书
等一下给大家看到我那么感性的一面 我会脸红的 哈哈哈哈哈哈

小妹做功课去了 大家加油！
:D X

STOP;

Aight spending so much on fb bloggin' and msn.

Time to pay more attention on my ass.

Take care babehs :) X

Ooh na na, what's my name;

It's a saturday afternoon.
Now I'm doing nothin' but sittin' infront of my lappy.
Sien diao lo.
Nothin' to blog about yet I'm still bloggin' here, fml!


Oh yeah babeh, Santa Claus is cumin' to the town! :P
Sister will be goin' to S'pore to celebrate Christmas with her boyfie.
ROARRR. I WANNA GO TO SOMEWHERE ELSE TOO.
=(

She's April Greiman.
My presentation was just 'bout her.
Darn, my presentation was totally SUCK.
Teehee, but a big thank you to Shinyee the cutie!
You cheered me up wey! GAYAO WAH! :)

Shyt, I wonder why am I so happy everyday. LMAO.
There must be something with me but HYE, WHO CARES LARH WTF? :D

P.S. 现在我的IQ真的已达负五百，LKW去撞墙吧 -.-

It's crystal clear now;

张小娴曾经说过 这么一番话
后悔不一定是不好的事 至少你可以从中学习 吸取教训

一直到处跟人说 我本人 LKW 做任何事情 打死都不会后悔
放屁 屁 屁 什么屁话
我现在真的很后悔 万分后悔 后悔死了
像Alvin说的 哭都没有眼泪

现在才知道自己有多笨 万分笨 笨死了
我的智商根本已经达负两百了好不好
恭喜我 谢谢 TT

不过我比某人幸运 至少我已经苏醒过来
才不会再继续骗自己 苯够了啦 眼睛已经开大大
再上当 我IQ就直达负五百 BLEE XP

发完牢骚了 是时候去完成我的功课
你也醒过来吧 最重要的人 其实一直就在你身边啊 :)

And we cried;

真的很没心情 去开口说话

我在忙着照顾老龟
姐接了电话 神情紧张 把事情告诉了我
我鼻子一酸 大家都哭了
我相信爸会没事的

过去的事情 我根本没能去理会
我现在只是好想 好想 把肥老爸给抱紧 X)

如果你斗胆不回来 我真的不会原谅你 一辈子啊
然后煮了你的臭鹦鹉 给Kalei和老龟吃 剩下的骨头就丢给路边小狗
知道我的可怕了吧 我是你女儿耶
遗传到你 :')

孩子们在等你回来
有咪在你身边照顾着你 我们也放心多了

赶快回来啊 加油 老豆
爱你 =)

BFF;

Do you know that?
"Our mood does affect others."
I'm keeping a smile every single day.
I used to affect people around me.

They couldn't be happy once seeing my stupid emo face.
Yet I never realised 'bout it. Silly pig.

Sue and Ming came to me one day.
They told me how they felt inside.

:)
You will never see me smile if they never talked to me on that day.
I appreciate and heart'em so so much!

Best friends will give you a hand to pull you out when you're in trouble.
They gon' stand by you no matter who you are.
They love you as much as you love'em, no?

IDK if you're now sitting infront of the lappy and reading this fcuking shit blog.
(But you used to tell me you never read it FINE LARH LOL XD)

:D

Sorry to tell IDK what more can I blog now.

FML MAX.

Lol. Whatever larh diu.

Dai ga mm hou emo lar har.

Meng tin wui gang hou!

Learnt it from the TVB dramas. Wtf.

Eek. Dah sampai masa utk buat ass.

Take care people!

:)

♥

X

P.S. DON'T FEEL WEIRD FOR WHAT I'M POSTING LMAO I'M THE REAL LEE KAR WEI LMAO.

I lost my pendrive;

I never realised until I've got a fb message from Jun aka wtfboy.
Za lan dou! Ngo zan hai hou dai tao ha lorh!
Yet it's with him now. Phewww, luckily! :DD
Treat him some sweets once I bought some, TEEHEE A BIG THANK YOU TO WTF BOY!

Life is so unexpectable.
I'm not gonna talk about what did she tell me this evening.
Everyone deserves nothing but the best, no? :)

Goodnight world.
I need a mother fcuking break! YAY! :D

P.S. The piccie of the day! Life's good when I'm havin' fun with friends! I LOVE Y'ALL LARH :P

Heiyo *winks*;

It's freakin' hard for me to get rid of it.
I JUST CAN'T STOP BLOGGING!
So.. people, I am back :P

Nothing more to say now since I planned to go to bed asap.
I just feel like tellin' you guys how lucky I was today!
They helping me out in doing the AI assignment.
My blank was totally blank but in the end I made it just because of'em!
Aww. Fcuking love y'all larhhhh! MUAH! :D

I argued with bro after we've done our dinner.
I screamed at him.
He got really mad, too.
But guess what!?
End up we both crying together and apologized to each other. LMAO!
Sorry larh didi. I will try my best to become a very good erjie. Sayang sayang :(

Teehee.
Love my family and friends.
Not only today, I'm fcuking lucky like every singe second just because of'em!
MUCH LOVED! MUAH! :DD

Cross my heart;

I promise I won't be updating the FB status and also this blog anymore until the day I've got the feelings like AIYA IT'S TIME TO UPDATE MY BUDDS FML huh so take care people I gon' miss you guys so please miss me MUAH! (: X

Just my luck;

My mood was super duper okie before yesterday.
As I posted yesterday, something spoilt my mood bad.
Today lagi cham.

I was on the phone with Shir.
She told me about the SH text.
I was like WTF and FML MAX.
Get a really BIG shocked.

I should have known.
;'(
EXPECTED.

Untitled;

“Kawei不是小气的人啦，她只是比较容易生气的人。”

早上六点才睡觉 七点半就起床 上课去
在班上 我的样子好像就快去 荷兰
但我心情就是很好 很好啊
怎知在离开班之前 发生了一点 小事
搞到我真的 很西北不爽啊啊 啊
本来还可以接受 怎知越想越生气
干嘛要撕我的纸啊 顶

小气病 似乎又回来了

我在另一堂课 一直在那里生闷气
仪一直笑着 安慰我
雪也很无奈 说是这样的了
结果到最后 自己好像真的气消了
只是在班 忙着打瞌睡 XP

“Kawei不是小气的人啦，她只是比较容易生气的人。”
在休息时间 在班外巧遇俊

在大伙儿闲聊当时 他半开玩笑的 指着我说这句话
我觉得是蛮正确的 哈哈

我不想给她看死 总有一天我一定会证明给她看

女生的功课也可以做到很好的 切 >:O

Appreciation;

就快凌晨两点了 功课还剩下一本半
幸亏刚刚有小睡了一下 要不你会见到我明天见人就打 XD
大家最近过的怎么样啊
最近我总是会莫名的开心起来 大家都以为我傻了 哈
心情好 就笑咯 很正常的 嘻
可是前几天 我有一刻真的要哭出来了
但我还是忍着 毕竟独自在那里乱想些 有的没的 有够苯的
也不想让家人朋友担心
所以大家不要伊莫啦蝦 加油 :D

x

昨晚啊 要特意多谢一个衰女包 XP
我是第一个知道关于她大喜事的人 开心喂 哈哈
当她在MSN告诉我时 我完全失去控制就一直在那里恭喜她
喂 要幸福啊
不要假假死啊 我知道你一定在读着我的部落格的 哈哈哈
很替你感到开心 真的真的 我衷心祝福呀 傻婆 XD

x

完了 最近我好像有点幸运过了头
太多的巧合 已经到了令人无法置信的地步了
是时候 停止了
不该再奢望 要有自知之明啊 LKW
我很珍惜现在的一切 一切
虽然是很不舍得
不过也谢谢你啦 我会试着努力醒过来的 哈 =)

Poladroid is love;

That's my bao bei, Sue!

Camwhore, hehe.


Creepy smile.


Awwwww, he looks awfully cute!


Good girl gone bad!


My another darl, Shir!


Cuppy cakey!

Got this from Google. PEACE.

A small gift for my sweetheart, Yuki! Happy 17th, sapoh!

FYI I've got this app from this website; Poladroid project.

Hou lan yeng lorh x)

Specially thanks to a girl from my college.

We don't know each other well but I just get to know this awesome app from her fb webpage.

Hehe, thank you once again! ;)

Nothin' left to fear;

BECAUSE BESOK IALAH PUBLIC HOLIDAY LARH ♥
WAKAKA :D
(Stupid reason, duh)
Yet we're gonna have the so-called midterm exam on this thursday.
Ape Pengajian Malaysia larh. Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I do hate history. Seriously, fuck it :(

x

I drove on the road without bringing my IC and driving license in this afternoon.
I didn't mean to do something silly like this. Gangsta gansta wtf?
I've just forgotten to bring it out, je -.-
Was rushing to send my sister for her keyboard class HEHE sorry mata no next time ;D

x

Feel like blogging something that I wanna speak now.
But darn, I can't do it.
Maybe I can? I just don't dare aight. SIGH.
Perhaps someday you will find out the truth.
That's not a good idea eh :(

Emo or edo;

I was lanjiao emo last night.
Cryin' infront of the lappy and started to blog something silly.
Thanks to my friends who cheered me up.
I erased all from the blog entry.

For those who are emo now, mm hou emo arh :)
It's not easy to do stuff like "forgive and forget".
Eww, I hate this part candidly.
That's what we called life, eh?

It's 2.27AM right now.
Time to sleep, huh.
And yeah, I'm totally EDO now.
Applause, please! :)

FYI, EDO is EMO DAH OVER, WTF LMAO! :P

What a day;

Yay yay yay.
Finally we've done the debate of history class.
Things weren't going that well but who cares?
It's all over man!
(FINALLY YESH ♥)
Btw thanks to Ah Han, his answers laughed die Shir and I! LMAO!

x

IDK why am I so addicted to Cody Simpson's songs!
Now I just can't stop playin' iYiYi :(

The next JB;

Accidentally watched a music video on channel 705.
It was iYiYi from Cody Simspon featurin' Flo Rida.
You know what. I'm so gonna to call him Cody Bieber, LOL.
Plus, he's now only 13 YEARS OLD! FML MAX!
Nyways he looks kind of cute.
Guess I'll be addicted to his songs, HEHE.



Sho lai lai han now.

But it's time for me to do my assignment now, je.
Chaos! Love you all HEHEE :DD

I only got one life, one life;

*Thanks to La La Ngan aka Mr B's wifey for this piccie :D*

Hello peeps!

Just got back home from college. Mad tired, zz.

Life is always like that.

Hopefully I can go thru it. Ain't that hard, I suppose.

x

Btw, I'm goin' to get my new purse soon! *YAYS YAYS YAYS*
Needa wait 'bout 3 days to get it.
Awww, I needa be patient! :P

x

Currently listening to Taylor Swift's new song, Mean.
Taylor swift sings of what a girl wants to say.
Got this from one of my friends.
Hell yeah, this is fcukin' true!

(Thanks to Nee for tellin' me 'bout her latest album.

See, now I'm addicted to her songs WTF LMAO :P)

x

Aight , it's 6.51PM now yet seriously I needa take a nap.

EXHAUSTED FML MAX Z.

Nights people ♥

Cloudy day;

现在我就身在 巴生的外婆家

天气不怎么样 感觉就快要下雨了

x

最近心情没有很好

一直乱发脾气就对了

对不起各位 小妹不会再犯了 *苦笑*

x

其实 我很难过

昨晚我的姐妹来找我聊心事

她看起来很伤心 我只能听她说说话

感觉上自己好像 帮不上什么忙 好没用 *内疚*

x

其实那晚 你劝我的那句话

回家过后 我想了好久 好久

无可否认 我是他妈的赞同你的话啦 呵呵

还是顺其自然好了 嗯

x

昨晚我打给嘉 那傻婆听起来心情不错

嘻 得空喝茶

终于十八岁了 但也不要再高下去啊 不然我不要理你了啦 TT

x

好 要回去做功课了

大家要想念我丫 爱死你们

(虽然我严重怀疑到底有没有人 读我的部落格 哈哈哈)

Last night;

在晚餐过后 我去了苏的家一趟
跟那傻婆聊了好多 好多 她看起来开心多了
嘻 要幸福一辈子啊 靓妹
我要做花童 *笑*

姐的男朋友回到新加坡不久 又搭今早十一点的班机 到欧洲当兵去
他们在一起已经超过一年了 还是那么的甜蜜 *羡慕*

还有另一个靓妹啊 谈恋爱到忘了啊 我们的提拉米苏之约啊
下一次我自己去吃吧 *哭* XD

想了想 其实是不是要自己瘦下来 才有机会谈恋爱
我可以说 不要吗 呜 存钱去日本找鸭男算了 :(

Do listen to your parents;

;) x

It's a damn cold night;

I used to respect you that much.
I trusted in every single word you said.
I told my friends that I was so proud of you.
I hated those dumbasses who always talk bad behind your back.
And you used to be the most important person in my life.

So what about now? FML MAX.

10th of October, 2010

3:18AM

After much consideration, I've totally changed my mind. Yeah man, I'm so proud of it. Things will be better. I'm looking for a better one. You know I can do it, hehe. Nights, awesomers. Sleep tight :) X

Today and tonight;

不知从何时开始 喜欢在半夜开着msn 坐在电脑前做功课
可能是因为看到自己的朋友也在线上 (应该也是在赶功课或上面子书呗)
所以感觉不会 太闲 吧 *问号*

今天我收到了在淘宝买的 吉蒂猫T
他妈的 大大件的超卡哇伊 爱死了 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
而且才那么十一令吉 超便宜的好不好 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
不过感觉它会缩水 还有掉色 所以得好好珍惜丫

就前几天 小龟又生病了 真慌死我
不过幸亏吃了药 现在算是 康复了吧 嘻嘻 谢谢老天爷
倒是我比可怜 几天没好好睡 黑眼圈黑得跟我头发就快一样了 啊啊啊

好了 要继续做我的功课了 各位孩子晚安 *痛哭*

19th of October;

DGD102, which is my class went to Petaling Street for the outdoor photo shooting. Took lotsa candid photos yet I won't upload those yong sui ones on my facebook. NO WORRIES HAHAHA!

XD

x

And today, I found myself a secondhand fisheye lens adapter. Mad lucky! I save up more to 50% FYI. FCUKING LUCKY!
*dacing 'round like no others 'round me lalala*
Can't wait to get it, hehe.
And speacially thanks to my senior, Windsley for givin' me lotsa information in photography.
I think I know how to differentiate what's lens and what's lens adapter now.
Darn stupid larh me.
XD

x

There's something wrong with my facebook.
It's really annoying. Hope problems could be solved as soon as possible, duh.
XD

x

Lotsa assignment to go. Pray hard for me eh?
Love y'all!
XD

'Cos you're amazing just the way you are;

By Jayesslee.

*sings*

The new one;

Taadaa. I've changed my blog skin(or we call it background? Who cares)!

x

I spent almost 2 hours doing some research on art history.
But most of the time I was listening to the songs from Youtube. *cough*
Jason Chen is awfully KOOL.
(Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni la la la :D)

x

Chit-chatted with Sue and Ming on the phone.
I miss'em sho bad. Why didn't I stay for form 6. Sigh. :(

x

After the dinner, me and my family went back home from Damasara Uptown.
Suprisingly, our tayar poncet. FTW!
Pop showed our his so-called man side while changing the tayar *cough cough*

x

Pop bought us cupcakes from Wondermilk. YUMM YUMMM.
Seriously, I fcuking LOVE to take the photos of cuppy-cakey!
(A new + cute name from me, hehe)
I took out my *Caca and the paper stars from the bottle to do what I gon' do larh.
WTF.
The built-in flash(or external flash? apetu?) didn't raised up like usual when it came to the second round.
The screen was showin' me what.. BLAH BLAH BLAH Error 05.
So.
I get a fcuking big shocked.
Walking out of my bedroom.
Sitting on the sofa.
And darn, I felt like cryin'. FRANKLY.
DO YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE MY *CACA SO MUCH, FML! TT

x

I on my msn and also facebook.
Trying to look for the pro kia, Lexes.
He knows almost everything of DSLR and AI. No doubt, he's pro!
(Please do not ask me what's my level now. I'll really CRY TT)
Yet he didn't reply me on the chatbox. Hmm.

x

Blackie(IDK how he got this nickname lol) aka Sion was on fb.
He's another pro kia in my mind. No doubt, he's pro too!
(Don't ask me what's my level again, fml max :/)
So, yeah, he helped me to solve the problem.
YEAH, HE DID IT. MUAHAHAHA! THANK YOU MAN!

x

That's why now you can see me happily blogging here.
*Dancing 'round plus playing Maroon 5's song*

x

Needa work harder and harder for my dream(A BIG BIG HEART-SHAPED).
As my friend told me, research is kinda important for GD.
Yet I can't stop playing songs from KuWo or Youtube while doing it.
Someone stop me please :/

x

Garh, it's 4.55AM now.
Goodnight everyone. Love y'all :)

*It's my Canon EOS 500D!

The very first week!

Well, it's 2:18AM now.
I spent me weekdays staying at the college.
Unexpectedly, it was pretty fun and I found out that I'm into the courses more and more!
(Applause, please! :P)
The lecturer're simply awesome! *Yay*
Proud to be one of the Daseinians, hehe.
And I needa pay more attention during the classes.
NOT TO BE LATE ANYMORE!
(That's tough. REALLY TOUGH, FML. Just take it as a joke, duh)

Eek. And sorry for the last blog post.
I was kinda emo last night.
So.. I did write those stupid things, haha.
Pheww. "Stop thinking and look forward."
Is that the ONLY way to solve the problems that I'm facing right now?
IDK. I need some clue, huhh. :/

Nyways, will I get tired of GD?
Nah, NEVER EVER! ♥


P.S. Gayao to my buddies too! I miss y'all! :P

Me.?

我很在意其他人对我的想法
我有今天的黑发 是因为我担心大家觉得 我变了
但我承认 我好像真的变了
染回以前的发色也没用 回不去

以前大家说什么 我都听
现在大家说什么 我还在听
但感觉不一样 现在好像都在听着别人的故事
我没办法 真正去了解他们的心情
我一味告诉他们 要顺其自然

身边发生了太多事 我也经历过
现在的我 尽然完完全全相信 命运是无法改变的
要发生的终究会发生 我告诉自己 不要埋怨 要面对
结果 他妈的 我现在对所有事情都麻木了

人长大了都会这样 还是只有我自己
好伤脑筋啊 但也不想回到过去
这也好 至少这证明了 我的想法变得很客观了 *笑*

虽然有时候嘴上会有那么 一点点的抱怨 但我不再讨厌谁了啦
这也是 其中一个好处吧
不然你也不会看到现在的我 天天在班傻笑 XD

My ten-ten-ten day.

Woke up around 2.30PM.
Didn't manage to join the Cutie Pet Fair.
Lai lai han all day long.
5 something, mom, sis, bro plus I were supa dupa pissed off.

So, I updated my fb status.
FML.
I hate this kinda life.
I love my family.
Yet definitely not those sh ones.
Luckily, some of'em did treat him right.
They rejected the money from him.

For those who treat us well, I'll remember'em in my whole life.
At least y'all are showin' me what F-A-M-I-L-Y really means.
Glad to be your zat lui and also your guai xun.
I can feel the love, finally,
:)

I want a kitty *SCREAMIN'*

Yer yer yer, ngo mm zai ar. I want this kitty so bad yet why the hell it's so fcukin' EXPENSIVE? (For me alright) It's too bad that my mom doesn't like cats or dogs. *cries* Plus, I'm worried that I can't accompany her 24/7, WTF. I'm willing to clean my bedroom everyday if I get a chance to let it become mine yet WUWUWU! NGO MM ZAI AR! Anyway, deeply hope that she will find a better home and live happily ever after, FML. Luckily I still got Kalei and Gui Gui with me :D xx

I love talkin' to my friends,

When I'm not happy. Indeed, they saved me. Specially thanks my family and friends. Perhaps you're one of'em uh-huh. THANK YOU! (; X

刺青与纹身的欲望(?)

大家好 不好意思最近都在狂写部落格 如果有打扰到大家 请见谅丫宝贝 *羞*
如题 我很他妈的想穿眉环以及纹身丫
不过其实 我很怕我家人及朋友鄙视我无聊的穿了环过后 就马上后悔 嘻
所以啊 我一定得好好上谷歌查查看 得到更多关于眉环以及纹身的资料 再下最后决定好啦
看下看下 还蛮哦颗的 直至我读到一篇关于小S穿环的文章
给你们看其中一段 超刺激

“最后我觉得那根眉环，根本只靠我的一层皮在撑，所以我决定硬把它拔下来，结果一拔，不小心把整块肉都给拔了，所以我的眉毛上就出现了一个凹槽，我都戏称它为小跑道。就这样，我的眉毛上多了一个很深的疤，我觉得这就是我要去体会的道理，自作自受！”

我一边读一边毛骨悚然 就快吓呆了 很恐怖 妈 我不打眉环了
好 人都是犯贱的 我去搜搜关于唇环的资料 终于让我在百度找到了
他妈 原来打唇环也有可能中白血病 哦

“真的，打唇环必须有不怕死的心理……”

超屌 幸亏我发现的早 不然得空就会皮肤敏感的我 一定会没命在这里写部落格 *笑*
只怕我哪天没头没脑 一经过刺青店 就屁股痒跑进去穿环
不过比起爱美 我更怕死啦 不怪得人家都宁愿去来个青龙白虎纹身 也打死都不去穿环
而且我相信我家人一定会对我很失望 我母亲大人含辛茹苦把我养大 我都已经十八了
怎都不能在没有她允许之下 做出对自己身体有伤害的事吧
我为家人 家人为我 妈的 我说得好好笑哦 不过这一次我总算聪明那么一次 XD

不过说到纹身呢 *沉默*
上星期我亲眼看着一位六十岁左右的老叔叔 用镭射去掉它右手上的纹身
图案是片叶子什么的 嗒嗒嗒 帮他去掉纹身的中国女子问他痛么
我猜那老叔叔可能是要面子 直说不痛
我了的你心情 老叔叔 毕竟一个大男人如果说痛的话 就 真的很痛呗
他完成第一次镭射的时候 我鼓起勇气 问他痛么
他笑了笑 说一点点痛咯 不过看着他似乎迫不及待地 想赶快把他的纹身给去掉

他好奇为什么我会问他这么怪的问题 我说没 只是想纹一个 在手上
刹那间 那中国女子和那老叔叔异口同声 喊了一声 不要啊啊啊
我吓呆了 这时候 正在给那中国女子绣着眉的母亲大人瞪了我一下
哈 抱歉啦 我真的很想要嘛
老叔叔看着我 说 你看 我都特意来这里吧自己的纹身给去掉 你还想要
接着 他说如果真的很想要的话 刺一个小小个的 就够了
我点头 我也是这么想的

在妈妈完成了她的心愿过后 唉呀 绣得很漂亮啦 *笑*
我跑去柜台 问了问用镭射去掉纹身的价钱是多少
柜台小姐说不知道 不过她说 原来那位中国女子 在之前也有帮人做刺青的 我更呆了

其实我看着老叔叔去掉它纹身的那一刻 说实在 我心情很复杂
我不知道他是一什么样的心情来把陪伴自己十年的纹身 给去掉
不过我可以确定 他脸上流露出的 是很满意的笑容
大概是他的小孙子不喜欢 要他把那片叶子给弄走掉吧 不知道

其实在那天过后 我左想右想 我更确定 还是要去纹身
但不再是手上 而是耳朵后面 纹个超级不明显的玫瑰花 哈
在外国有些公司啊 规定不会请纹身者的咧 虽然我身在大马 但我也当然怕怕丫
可能哪天我走在街上 我已经有个纹身了 却没人知道 嘻
随缘啦 现在连自己的房间都还没收拾好 没资格说纹身什么的
已经半夜四点了 各位晚安 要梦见我丫 谢谢你愿意看我写废话 哈 :)

Ngek

Hello, friends! (:

My mom aka Audrey edited this for me!
Last night around 2:30am, we had a super long chat on the phone.
('Cos she couldn't fall asleep at her cousin's house, shhh! :P)
We've got thousands of topic to chat, lol!
Yeah, let's go shopping sometimes. It must be fun I suppose x)

田馥甄, the best one

还是原来那个我
不过留掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会换这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么
爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了 想到 快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了 赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没用
早点看破 才看得见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了 想到 快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了 赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉

Sunway woohoo

I'm gonna hit Sunway Pyramid soon, MU HA HA.
Sister's working there for a facial product event.
And I, going there to join the AOD event!
I wanna see Fala Chan so bad. I love her so much! OMG! :D
Wish me luck peeps, E HE HE HE. *hyper wth*

x

Last night while I was chatting on with my so-called sis on msn, then I received a call from my mommy aka Audrey.
She was about to ask me whether am I joining B class for the genting trip or not.
Yet too bad laa this cumin' fri is my granny's big big day hehe!
For sure I've to stay with my family and act like a guai guai lui!
(Alright actually I AM all the TIME) :D
We had a lil' talk. Guess what?
I never expected that she's actually having the same thought with me!
WE'RE SO GONNA GET A TATTOO TOGETHER! WOOT!
(Shh, please don't let my pop know okie. Keep it as a secret eh? :P)
Can't wait hehe! Exciting LA LA LA (;

x

I gave Sue a call last night.
It was 22 minutes long but most of the time, I was the only one who kept on crapping and crapping.
Guess how she tahan it, lmao!
Thanks babe (:
If I didn't talk to you last night, you might see me emo-ing whole day long! LOL! Love ya lots! (;

x

9 days left for my holiday.
I texted Jia and asked her out for yamcha few days later.
I do miss all of'em freakin' much, seriously. I want us to talk like biacthes, laugh like biatches and eat like biatches(WTH IS THAT LMAO!)
Alright, what I meant is we must enjoy the time gao gao laa. Get it? LOL!
WE AIN'T BIATCHES LA. Don't misunderstading huh!

Must bring along my dai ca (;

x

Seem like I've got lotsa stuff for me to complete in this comin' 9 days. *cough cough*
And I, definitely going to spend it wisely! =)

x

Lastly, I deeply hope that granny won't forget about us. We love you! Be happy :)

Thanks to the camera

今天从学长身上学到了真正拍照的姿势 拍照是尽量张开双眼 不要只使用那一只眼睛
我从房间取了相机 开了开关 我用着正确的姿势 打开了双眼 准备拍照
原来听起来很简单 事实上是很难很难 当时我真的不知道我自己在看着什么 *晕*
但另一方面 我逐渐习惯了过后 才发觉其中的奇妙感觉
单单只是把我平时闭上的左眼打开 我看到了比平时看的 很多很多
我不经意笑了起来 那一刹那我还以为 谁对我施了魔法 *笑*

在生活上 原来只要做点很微小的改变 你就能看到平时看不到的东西
我了了 :D

Speechless.

Anything will do.
I wouldn't mind if you love or hate me.
I'm just kinda tired of the game.
Can I quit? :'(

单身的原因

越长大，越难和另一个人在一起。

不是因为条件。
还是有人喜欢你，你也活得比以前更好，
不再那么任性，更像在投资的艺术品。

也不是因为对爱情死心。
在KTV突然听到的某首歌，会让你不自禁模糊了视线。
一些场景，一些气息，始终无法忘怀。
朋友帮你介绍时，你也会满心期待。

但却依然单身。
闭上眼睛吹蜡烛的时候，总是希望身边有另一个人一起许愿。
一些客气的场合，有人来搭讪，话题围绕着你单身的原因。
而他们最后给出的结论是，你太挑了。你在心里面笑，所以其他人都不挑？

其实你自己知道，为什么不能好好谈一场恋爱。
就是因为，你太清楚自己是怎样的一块料，
所以不会再轻而易举把自己交出去。
就像是，有一天你发现跌倒以后的伤口，会开始留下疤痕，
于是走路时不敢再大步跨出去。

因为，你惯性太强、记性太好。
认识一个人很简单，忘记一个人很困难。
你曾经心满意足的闭上眼睛，让另一个人带你去任何地方，
最后却差点回不来。所以不能再失去方向感。

于是你就变得胆小了。
以前喜欢男/女生有幽默感，现在更在乎安全感。
以前打电话找不到人就拼命的打，现在发了短信没回应，即使心中有波动也可以忍住。
以前最有兴趣的话题是对方的过去，现在会先关心这份感情有没有未来。

所以，空暇的时候，
你宁愿和朋友在烈日下逛街，也不愿让对方觉得自己很在乎什么。
你安慰自己，有朋友就够了，一个人生活也很好。
你忘记了当另一个人男/女朋友的感觉，
当那个人出现时，你开始慌张、害怕。

只是，你并不是一定要单身，
就像你也没计划过一定用哪只手写字。
不过是，既然如此了那就这样吧。

你想要有人一起旅行，一起看电影。
你想和那个人说自己准备好了，只是没有勇气，请对方多一点耐心。
你想说不再需要太多惊喜，在心里等的是一份相守以望的感情，
抬起头来相视而笑，安心的生活，如此而已。

P.S. Got this note from FB. And this is why the reason I'm still.. hehe.

Ceelo Green's F**k You

Dammit, can you believe that I actually fall for this song!?
Man I'm lovin' it, LOL.

x

原来有时候做人真有点辛苦 很不甘愿面对问题 却更不甘愿服输
我才不会那么笨去寻死啦 别担心
毕竟堂堂一个芳龄十八岁的少女 还无法自己解决问题 我呸 *笑*
不过最近真的被自己 最近所谓的 假装 有点雷到 哈
感觉 总有一天会没有的 观点 大家都一致赞同的吧
烦死了啦 看公主嫁到去 走 *溜*

Tonight I'm blogging, again!

YAYS! Spotted 2 maxi dresses but DARN both are also kinda expensive! *sighs*
It's my hard time now, haha!
(Nah, this is what we called a-super-normal-college-student-having-holidays-and-she-got-nothing-to-do-so-at-home-so-what-else-question-mark-keep-on-wasting-time-and-blog-something-stupid-like-what-the-heck-I-am-exactly-doing-now-don't-cha-see-that-I-am-actually-trying-to-waste-your-time-too-hahahahahahahha life. BORING.)
Nyways, someone please ask me out for yamcha or whatever shiat 'cos I'M GONNA DIE OF GETTIN' BORED AT HOME!
Alright, time to sleep peeps.
Nights and sleep tight (; xx

Happy Mooncake Festival(?)

Shir's, Yan's, Eow's, Roy's and my tanglungs. Do enjoy da big big day with yoo beloved family. It's only ONCE a year! (;

Back!

Aww, I miss this blog. So, am cumin' back now.
Do ya miss me? Just say YES laa I know you do :D
Well that blog is for fun ny. I can't really get rid of closing down a blog and reopen another one WTF.

I just get back home from Klang and.. guess what? We found out that one of our old tortoises has passed away.
And I cried.
Bro and mom tried to wake him up but end up he was still not moving.
No more opening his eyes and looking at us.
Dammit, I actually stopped crying dy but now, I feel like crying again. FML.
I miss ya gui gui. Tc and buh bye.. :'(

Alright, another sob case in my life is.. I think I'm in a big big trouble right now. A really BIG one.
Hopefully I can go thru it. Ain't that hard right? I've go no idea at all, lol.
Move on bbe 'cos you gon' find the right one? Eeek :D

No regrets, just love.

Yuppie, I bet all of you used to listen to her new released song, Teenage Dream on the radio.
She's awfully HAWT in the music video!
(Yet I wonder did Russell ever tried to stop Perry from doing those *err-hmm* with the sexay guy on the bed? Woaw, whatever.)

I JUST LOVE YOU KATY PERRY! ♥

*Yawn*

Yellow, peeps.
FYI it's raining now at Kepong now.
I'm so sleeeeepyyyyyyyy. *zz*

Yeah wey, I might yamcha with Sue Ming and Jia on this cumin' friday.
It's been a long time since I saw'em.
Alright my bad but I'm not gonna treat you all, lmao! ;D

I phoned Sue just now btw.
We guys always talk A LOT on the phone.
Two chi-cha-gurls, wtf?
Pardon me, I just can't get rid of it.
You know I L-O-V-E to talk! LOL! :P

And a big thank you to Kahyee!
I gon' call yoo friend tomorrow, hee. ;)
Plus, I sent my profile to a supervisor(probably he is) just now.
I'm not really sure whether I can get a chance to work for the only 6 days or something.
Eek, wish me luck.
I'M SO BROKE NOW. FML.

Well, it's still raining.
Can't open the telly now.
Stupid Astro.
I wanna watch Beauty Knows No Pain lah. >:(

P.S. Watercolor is STILL killin' me BUT I will never give up(say peace budd) till the day I finished all the colours, HAHA! Sorry Shir, you're sharing the colours with me! ;P

Heee

Ello everybodae! *eveil grin*
IDK why am I so happy today.
FCUKING HYPER MA-HA-HA!
Alright, time to do my assignments.
Water colour is killin' me, duh BUT it's fine!
(LOL siao kiao, blee) :D
Bye bye peepsss.
Nights and remember to dream of me, ah-harr. (:

Mi me mi

好，刚刚了一张自恋照，是时候上来跟大家说说废话(?)。

有时候，我发现做人就好像..网上购物一样。
你看中了一件你很喜欢很喜欢的衣服。
你欣喜地问了问网站店主，衣服还有货么？
你心急，等了好久。
叮，你收到了新信息。
雀跃地睁开你的双眼，你读着店主回复你的信息。
没想到上面竟写着，抱歉，衣卖了，不会再进货了。
就这样，没啦。

＂不是你的，就永远都不是你的。＂
我常常这样提醒自己。
我相信时间会证明给我看，我做的选择是对的。
但往往我停下了脚步，回头看的时候，我发现现在的我得到了一些东西，但我也失去了某些曾经逗留在我心里，很重要的事物。

我没尝试挽留过我失去的人与事物。
因为我相信挽留了也只是徒劳。

但，

昨天很意外地，我遇到了曾经跟我很要好的朋友。
我很错扼，我完全笑不出来。
我无法正确地形容当时的心情。
我承认，事情发生到很糟糕的地步时，我没尽我的能力去挽留。
所以我无法面对她。

今天，我不知道我是不是又再面对着同一个类似的问题。
好怪，我最不会handle这种事情。
如果别人向我求救，我很容易就可以想到办法。
反而自己的事情就.. 啊好烦。
我不想理但我又不可以什么都不做。
救命啊，来人啊。
*Piak*

Zilian-ing

O'migosh o'migosh o'migosh I love this much but I've got NO MONEY!
(Simple is da best, get it? Lol)
Time to look for a part time job? Should I? :)

*Wink*

"IT'S SO FLUFFY, I'M GONNA DIE!"

by Agnes, the cutest gurl where you can see in the movie poster!
Darn, she's really adorableeeeeeeeeeeee!
Oh wait, how was the movie?
Overall is okie lahh, 8 of 10 stars? I suppose so?

Ah hah, everything's under our control now.
I love my life man.
Hmm, but still the lil' boy..
Nyways, gayao xiu di di!
You can do it, yeah. >:]

It's Thursday babeh

I received a text from Ming about an hour ago.
Never expect that she'll text me just to cheer me up!
Awww I was so touched lah! Love you bbe! *cries*

I thought Imma be shoooooo emo after last night, to be frankly.
But hell no, I'm perfectly fine now.
Grats me, yays! *hi five wtf*
Nyways, I'm bloody proud of myself that FINALLY(lol) I've got the guts to speak out my own mind.
You probably took it as a joke, hmm, whatever. *evil grin*

Well, we had our second water colour lesson today.
Je, I couldn't control the water well lah dey.
It was totally freakin' me out, duh. :S

Luckily, I gon' watch MOVIE with Shir @ Mid Valley tomorrow!
2PM for Despicable Me in 3D!
O'MIGOSH I CAN'T WAIT! ♥
Hope that we can get the tickets lah 'cos it's actually fully booked, FML.
THEY SHOULD WATCH PIRATED DVD AT HOME TO GIVE KIDS A CHANCE TO WATCH 3D MOVIE!
(Who's the kid, eh? Not me blee)
So, wish me luck budds. Lol. :D

Err, talk 'bout the lil' kid..
He's still lying on the bed.
..
God bless you and please get up, everyone includes your family needs you now.
Do you know that..? Hello..? :(

All the thangs I know right now?

Eek. I was bloody hyper past two days.
But now? IDK.
I should have learnt how to let go by now, sobs.
Bobo la sy! :(

Alright forget about it.
Guess what. I desperately wanna have an eyebrow piercing.
(No jokes. IT'S KRAZY DUDE)
And for sure my pop will kill me IF I really made it.
Sho.. Whatever. Lol.

Something really bad happened to my family.
Now I only wish that God will bless them all.
Plus, the lil' boy is only 13 years old and my uncle has a 6-months-old baby girl too.
Je, it's so unfair.
Why those fcuking bad guys always survive till the very end but those good ones, always needa kena something bad?
I HATE IT :(

1.39PM

Hang out with sisters later.
Everythang seems a lil' bit complicated to me, hmph.
FYI, I gon' be with'em no matter what.
'Cos they always treat me in the same way, too.



Cheers <3 (:

Dammit

HATE assignments.

HATE group project.

AND I FCUKING HATE TODAY.!

Run by Snow Patrol

Accidentally listened to this song at Cathay.
Heart it (: <3

嘛的，还可以online!?

明天就是我们BSC102的大日子啦。
经历了他嘛的多的风风雨雨，大家才来到了今天这一步。
虽然明天我只是presentor的后备，但是妈呀我说我不怕当然是骗小孩的。
（没用到爆，排写啦，但万一有什么事情真的需要到我，我会尽力不让自己词穷 :P）

据说我队的人选我是因为我第一天自我介绍的表现让他们仍然.. 记得。:(
那时我真的是好丢脸。
不知该说什么，竟然对着大众说我爱吃快餐。*笑*
好啦现在得戒一戒口，喉咙还在发痒，希望明天会顺顺利利！
大伙儿加油！:D

P.S. 如果你让我许个愿望，好，我不贪心，我只求明天我不会紧张到嘴角硬在半边脸，pleasee老天爷！;O

Oh busy busy busy

Yays, am bloody busy recently.
Ass and group project're killin' me.
Hopefully everythang's gonna be okie on this cumin' friday.
Garhh I'm so nervous man! *Pray hard*

Nyways, I bought an Xpax number.
(Obviously I just wanted to try my luck see whether I have got a chance to win the M&G passes to see TH or not. Alright I'm not gonna win it, I KNOW!!)
Man, Xpax is pretty expensive compared to 017.
(FYI I'm still usin' 017. 019 is just an extra one 'cos my 017 is always out of credits. Sorry Shir :P)

So.
What day is today!?
Yup, IT'S SHIR'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!
I don't have to watch 18SG movies alone. LOL!
(Crap ngehehehek :D)

It's hard to believe she's my classmate since April.
She used to be, fyi it was 3 years ago.
Meng zong zhu deng we both have to be ah poh together. Omg :O

Alright, time to wish Shir aka Dai Hong haha!
Hmmm, BB will grow taller and you grow.. shorter?
(What a wish wtf lmao)
Don't give up on sketching. Stay healthy. Stay pretty.

Lastly, BESTIES FOREVER! Have a blast krazyy! ;DD

Whatcha believe in?

It's a Sunday afternoon. Kinda relax, readin' others' blog.

To be frank, I don't know how you guys really feel when you feel like someone's leavin' you.
Happy? Sad? Angry? Fed up? Or fcuk-you-as-if-I-care!?
LOL. I've got no idea at all.
I fcukin' don't believe in forever years ago.

Some of them came into my life and passed me by.
Some of them came into my life yet still, they stay with me no matter who I am.

I seldom blog 'bout my family or friendship stuff.
Weird huh.
Not because of I hate'em or what.
Stupid, I LOVE THEM MORE THAN I LOVE MY TEDDY BEAR!

So you might be askin' me now, "Eh, so why the heck you seldom blog about that?"
:P
'Cos even thousands of heart-shaped still ain't enough. (SOUNDS SO WAI BUT IT'S AWFULLY TRUE )
You want me to blog till next morning!?
I won't do that, blee.
I know that I love them and they love me are more than enough, right?

For those people who dislike me, sorry, fcuk-you-as-if-I care.
Just get a life or whatever shiat.
I'm so fine with my life.
'Cos now I'm believin' in forever because of my family and friends.

So, fcuk you! :D

Where's my luck?

呜，这个世界真是他马的不公平。

我花了那么多的时间却连一张MTV World Stage的入场券也赢不了！
刚刚才下定决心要换电话号码来拿票可是唉呀，没票了。
不屌了啦，那晚我就去OU逛逛，那时段大家应该都跑去Sunway了。XP
以后待我有钱了再飞去外国看TH的演出，应该也行呗？
（自我安慰，LOL）

还有我的明信片，老天，你就干脆变个飞机干脆我算了。
反正明天一定会被lect给一枪打死。='(

I'm free, so I'm here

Eek, slept for N hours then woke up at 10pm.
Ki siao! I don't know what the heck I should do now!?
(Assignments? Cum'on, it's friday night! We should ignore all the assignments! *evil-grin*)

Hmm. So.. I edited a photo and that's what you see right now.
(Look at our eyelashes and the beautiful flower *bling bling*)
You can go to my fb and look for the original one, but HYE, BETTER DON'T DO THAT LA DUDE! *Screamin' WTF*

Ugh, I hate makeup although I do really hate all the farking pimples frank to say.
Reasons? Ermmm..

• Expensive and..
• Lazy.

"世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人" is fcuking true lah dey. HAHA!

Anyway, now I've got mtxx with me. Takut ape? xP

12.07.10 =)

今天待Sue、Ming和Yonglim放学后，大伙儿到DPC去吃唰唰锅（名字是不是这样写我就唔知啦）。
很后悔叫了咖哩汤底，又烫又辣，早知就叫平时叫的清汤汤底。FML！*苦笑*
虽然只是短短的两个小时多，不过我还是很hoi sam啦~ 超想念中学朋友的好不好！:]

嗯，告诉了他们一件事。
结果大家的回应是：应该是没理你啦，以为你send错了。
...
AND I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FARK!
呜呜呜我已经没有面子到贴地了！
不活了啦~ *飘上天空wtf*

不过也没关系，所谓经一事一定长一智。
就当我笨吧，抱歉打扰。:(

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刚刚收到从上海寄过来的邮包，好开心啦哇啦啦~
希望一切顺顺利利！加油Lee Kar Wei！x)

Newest blog header

Yays, scroll up and have a look.
I LOOK SO FREAKIN' COOL OKIE!?
(Annah, Shirli captured this, haha! Thank you babe! <3)

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Back from my popo's house.
I love the chicken rice. Yummm yummmmm. :D

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Feel free to listen to JLS's One Shot.
Mad cool. Alright actually you can listen it from my blog haha!

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Gotta back to college on this cumin' tuesday.
Noooo, time really flies!
Bye bye peeps! :'(

SMILE!

今天麻烦到很多人，真的很排写。*自打巴掌*
不过原来把心里的话说出来的感觉是那么棒哒，第一次体验到“妈呀我终于笑了！”。
对不起及谢谢大家！有你们我真的是他妈的幸运！XD
（好深奥 *笑*）

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最近天气不好，我弟和苏哇丫也生病了。
就连我的喉咙也有些不舒服。
（其实是我吃太多Super Ring，哈）
祝大家早日康复！x)

Misery

By Maroon 5.

Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I won't ever send
Somehow it is cut so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be
So let me be
And I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back

Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
It's not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
And I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back

Say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting here
Don't care where I have to go

Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
Gonna get you back

P.S. I love it!

Em.

:D

Erm.

:D

Ermmm.

:D

I think I'm weird.

:O

When I get mad or feel sad, I'll just keep it to myself.

:/

I hate when someone puts the blame on me when they're actually the one who did something wrong.

:(

I feel like yelling at them yet I can't even open my mouth.

:'(

I never speak out but it doesn't mean that I agree with everything they say.

:@

FML. I'm short, SO WHAT?

;O

Stop bullying me okie, dumbass!

:P

AND I'VE DELETED YOU FROM MY MSN CONTACT LIST! BLEE!

XD

Shu fuk sai. *evil-grins*

p.s. just wanna show you how much i hate you.

hmph!

Monolog Dalaman (WTF)

*Edited*

:)
SO HAPPY!

Why, Uruguay? :(

Haihh I support Uruguay one.
Yet now.. already 3-1.
Wuwuw pity my Uruguay leng cai(wtf idk what's his name)!

And yeah, Mr Octopus predicts that Spain will win in the next match.
Eee, how I wish he's wrong!
Noooooooooo Germany! Tokio Hotel! :(

Yeap!

Today is my dad's 48th birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

:)

p.s. too many I's to go, paiseh. :P

Us

It's me in the black T.

This is the only photo I think I look okie. *sighs*
Should diet start from today.
(I'm havin' the so-called ELEPHANT LEGS, baby baby baby noooooooooo!)

Back from Gentingg

Ello peeps, long time no see. *lol*
I had 'round 10 hours to sleep yet I'm still bloody tired now.
Yeah, I had porridge as my breakfast btw.
(That's why I'm sleepy now?)

Anyway, it was freakin' cold over there no matter day or night.
Fyi I'm having knee pain on my left knee.
Det-let. Anti walking downstairs wtf.

Guess what. I scolded a fat 30-year-old uncle at McD's.
(That's my favourite fast food restaurant, dumbass!)
It happened in a very short 5 minutes but wtf I'm still freaking dulan, fml!
How ill-mannered he was, duh!

Alright time to feed my baby Kalei.
Bye peeps. :X


P.S.Grr still very bueh song now, arghh! I NEED A PARANG!

Emo kia wtf

Je, I am freakin' emo recently for no reason(alright maybe there is, argh who cares?).
Hoping everything's gonna be alright after today.
Hrmm, nothing much to say lol.
Bye bye. :$

Your Love Is My Drug

She looks much prettier in this MV I suppose.
Agree?
(Not after 2:18 for sure)

That is why I love school carnival, freaking much

Sorry for the late update.
I'm kinda busy recently, lol.
Anyway, I've enjoyed myself sooo much on the last saturday.
Met lotsa 5L kia.
Je, they are all so leng cai leng lui! I'm serious man!
(Me hidin' in the corner with a spotligt on me sob sob wtf)

I'm so amazed that there were still lotsa fried ice cream when I've reached the school.
Ohoho I ate 2 fried ice creams sahaja.
Should buy more coupons. I love fried ice cream yum yum yummmmm! :P

Alright cut the crap.
That sui lui bao Sue texted me around 8 something(I was sleeping lah dey).
"Halo! Fried ice cream mau habis lor! fai dit lei arh ~ :P"
I was like, OMFFFFGGGGGG NO WAY I STILL WANNA SLEEP LAH AHHHHHHH!
(The typical Lee Kar Wei, hehe!)
So in the next 10 minutes my heart was like.. loh loh lun.
I told myself, either sleep or eat, CHOOSE ONE.

For sure, I chose fried ice cream lah. :P
(I told ya this is the typical Lee Kar Wei what!)
I phoned Sue and she told me that actually she lied.
She mau me 5 5 come ni.
GOSH, SUWAYA YOU MADE ME SO GAN JEONG! ALMOST KENA HEART ATTACK LA WEI! XD
(Should have eaten all the fishballs without paying a single cent as revenge LOL!)

And thanks Nee for accompanying me to walk 'round, haha!
We missed the talent show, wtf!
(Luckily we never paid a single cent, negkhekhek)

Oh, time's up.
AOD time! Bye peeps!
I love 5L laaaaa! <3

P.S. I gained 2kgs in 3 days, WTF STOP EATING PIGGIE! T^T

Watchin' football match alone is not good for health :P

Who saying that? Me saying that, HAHA.

My brother went to his budd's house and grr, he reminded me that 10.00pm will have a football match which is Portugal VS Brazil.
(Aww, KAKA! <3)
Je, I don't wanna watch it alone lah.
Dad pigi mabuk, mom's going her stuff, sis is online as well and granny is sleeping.
NOOOO, WHY MY JAPJAP AIN'T HERE!?
(That's the only moment I need him, haha)

Anyway, BEST LUCK BRAZIL!
If they can't win the match, you will be seeing me crying on the SMKB field.
Oya, tomorrow is the day.
Can't wait to go back, I miss my friends. :)

GOSH HAVE TO OPEN THE TV NOW! CHAOS PEEPSSS! ;DD

Somebody to love :)

Viewin' the music video of Somebody To Love.

Sh**, I can't stop lovin' him.
Leng cai dou bao!

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Alright, somethang happened recently.

Eek, I've done what I can.

Thanks to my pretty mommy and sis. :)

忍！

みなさん、こんにちは！
私は人々を襲ったしたい！
そうさようなら！

Annah I'm using the google translate LOL.

しかし、これはどのように私はオクラホマを感じている！

(Can't stop laughin' hahaha)

x)

❤
Ma de, wo hen sibeh kai xin!
XD

Wo? Jin gak? Wo puii! :P

Ngahakhakhakhakhakhak I found out that I'm pretty evil-hearted recently.
Nah nah!
If you treat me in a proper way, I will respect you too kie!
(Alright the post was actually 'bout my group project thingy, nah, dai gai meng bak zao hou la! Shhh diam diam, HAHA)

Yays I can't really wait to go back SMKB.
Gosh, I wanna have LOTSA FRIED ICE CREAM!
(Wtf I can only remember fried ice cream, is that good huh? Whatever! :D)

I miss 5L shooooo much. :(
And my baju kurung! (WTF)

Opps Kalei is sleeping now.
Time to watch AOD! :)

P.S. Members of english society remember to reserve some fried ice creams for me! :P

Nananana

已经不想再去鸟你。
希望你可以明白我们的心情啦。
大家咁话啦。
去看AOD先，拜拜！XD

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Mood is kinda complicated now yet I had fun with my gurls today, hehh.
Finally I'm expectin' somethang good for my group project.
Before today?
Eww, don't mention about it, sorry!

Oh and WTF I realized that Wan Wan is actually not as cool as it seems.
She's actually freakin' cute laa okie!?

I texted her and I told her that Imma send her the e-mail by 9.50pm but she told me she wanted to go to bed(pig! like me and Kalei HAHA!).
So I thought she will only open the e-mail in the next morning.
Of course I lai lai han as usual then.

Well around 10.15pm, I've got a text from her.
AND I ONLY REALIZED THAT SHE WAS STILL WAITING FOR MY E-MAIL LOL!
I replied her that I thought she was already asleep and I was blogging.
(And for sure I've to gao dim the group project thingy only can continue blogging la! I'm mad responsible okie? *zilian*)

After a few minutes, Wan Wan replied me,
"Nvm .. I can wait ... XD ... Faster a ... = ="

PUUUUU! She said later Imma forget about what I'm gonna blog about so she asked me to blog first, after that only send her the e-mail WTF!
YOU'RE SO KUTE LA WAN WAN WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

P.S. She definitely will kill me once she knew that I blog about her. Aiya don't pretend la leng moi, we 4 also cute RIGHT WAHAHA!

Alright time to sleep peeps! Gosh I can't wait for my Genting trip! I wanna have fun with gurls wheeeeeeee! Love you all! <3

Drink what?

XDD

MUAHAHAHAHAHAH

Yes, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!
Finally.. I'm havin' holiday now wheeeee!
How great! Oh gosh, you know what!?
I can't really wait to hang out with my gfs! FINALLY I'M BACK, YAYS!
Alalalalalala I wanna watch thousand of movies and and.. DRAMAS!
KOREAN DRAMA "YUAN LAI SHI MEI NAN AHHHH"!
(Jeremy looks really kawaii(neh~). Aiya, nose bleeds~ ;3)

P.S. Aww I'm going back to SMKB on this cumin' saturday. Can't wait for fried ice cream whee-wheep!

P.S.2. Well I'm having BD class tomorrow actually and I still haven't done my assignment yet. Okie lah got to go now. Grr miss you guys darn much! Take care everyone! Toodles! <3 xx

hmm..

Paiseh zilian yi xia.
(Oh and this is with the cartoon effect. I'm from Disney elooo)

Alright cut the crap and back to the topic.
Je, I can't believe that I met someone like you.
(Hye, I ain't gonna talk about I met a super hawt leng cai and I fell for him that kind of vintaminless love story, wake up dude!)

I said, GOSH! IF YOU'RE GETTING TIRED OF.. US!?
JUST FARK OFF LAH MAN!
GRRRRR!
I CAN'T STOP CURSING HIS NAME RIGHT NOW!
(Chillin' myself, I need a cup of milo ice, duh)

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Okie, I saw an ex-calssmate updated his fb status btw.
I feel so sorry for him..
God bless and take care ya. :)
Everythang's gonna be okie, right!

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Sleep tight peeps.
Bye, miss you all. :) xx

给我一首歌的时间 ♥

哪，看标题都了我要写关于谁谁谁吧？:P
超希望他们可以复合的啦！

你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气
哦请告诉我
暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆

天，我也觉得Jolin把这段唱的他妈的好听。
重新爱上这首歌了，嘻。:D

California Gurls!

0:24, Gummy bear with MIDDLE finger. Gosh, kute dao bao!
I wanna be a gummy bear too LOL!

Sh***

I was cryin' on the bed last night.
'Cos what she said wasn't true at all.

Skipped class today and I went to TCB @ DPC.
While texting her, I was actually cryin', yeap farking again.
The couples stared at me I suppose.
Such a shame.

I've got thousand words to tell both of you, yet I can't even open up my mouth.
I still can't believe that you told me they regret for giving me a chance to study what I'm studying now.
Please tell me that actually you know that I love my family so much, and you're one of them.

And I'm really sorry for being so rude to you.
Maybe you're right, I should tell you the truth before the drama has happened.

Obviously it was my farking fault and I should have blamed no one but only me, myself.

Damn, I'm so not okie now.

Stop cryin' Lee Kar Wei, I beg you. :(

Blueee

Eek, I don't really know what's wrong with me.
Just don't feel like listenin' to anyone right now.
Everything is so farking complicated.
Why?

Gosh, dai gat lai see

I saw a flies in my sister's bedroom just now.
Guess what, it was a green flies which can't really fly.
It just jumping around.
Yes, JUMPED LIKE A KANGAROO WTF.
From table to the floor and then disappeared WTF.
WHAT I SHOULD CALL IT NOW WTF.

Hahahahahaha sorry for being too rude, anyway I just ignored the stupid flies.
After a couple minutes, my brother came in.
I was sitting on the floor, onlining as usual.
We both talk talk talk and laugh laugh laugh.
Suddenly, the flies was walking away from my butt.
Hye I'm serious man wtf so now my butt did produce the stupid flies or the stupid flies is actually hidden under my butt?
WOI YOU THOUGHT MY BUTT IS YOUR FARKING HOME SWEET HOME IS IT ARGHHHH!
(Pity my butt, wuwuw! T-T)

Well, I just ignored it once again.
I told my bro 'bout the stupid flies yet he just ignored me too.
(I ignore him sometimes too but we still heart each other hahahaha)
"Haih, I go out first la," my lovely bro said it to me with a very sien face.
When he stepped out of the room, he didn't know that actually the stupid flies was lying(or sleeping? maybe he was trying to find another home haha) on the floor close to his feet.

Tadahhh, you know what I gotta say now.
Yays, he stepped on the flies. Only the legs kena I suppose yet it..
Ape jadi? Mati la lalat tu.. Haih.. :x
I should chase it out of the room before the drama has happened.
So, it might jump(lol) out of my house and save by a kind-hearted uncle.
Maybe the uncle will feed it.. blood?
(And it turns into Robert Pattinson, maybe. I said maybe :O)

It's Kalei, not Curry lol

They say normally baby star tortoise will die in six months.

I bought it couple weeks ago.
He looks really ngong ngong haha.
Eat, sleep, then eat again, and sleep again.
Sometimes I even wonder he's a tortoise or a pig.
Alright I call him pig-looked tortoise ngoik ngoik. :p

I feel so guilty everytime I see him sleeping in the container(is that considered as a container? Idk, duh).
He seems so so lonely. :(
I dare not to get another one cos..
The price is super expensive for me so no more pocket money to get a female one to accompany my Kalei. -.-"
Sorry my baby Kalei! I love you, muah muah! T-T

I wish Kalei can stay with me forever.
If he ain't the lucky one, I think I will cry like mad and hit my farking big head against the wall till it chun long, lol.
I'm serious lah wei.
So god, please, don't take him away from me. ;(

*

Today I actually wanted to have a movie with jimuis yet 2 of'em couldn't attend, so I just went to DPC with Shirli hehh.
As I told Jason thru his fb status, we planned to do our assignments there but end up, we spent so many hours to chit-chat there, HAHA!
Talked lotsa crap, yet mostly we talked 'bout, P-U-K-E.
An interesting topic and we guys just laughed like HELL, lmao!
(We are weirdos, oh, as if we care WAHAHA)
Shirli, we should learn the way holdin' the tong before we puke, our parents will really seal our mouth if we puke in the car or on the bed for the next time, lol!

Last night I chatted with Sue.
We both were so hyper for no reason.
Alright, maybe there're some reasons behind(?) :p
Who cares alalala.

And I miss Ming and Yuki.
5L too.
I miss the time we all gurls chatting in the classroom when teacher wasn't there.
Long time never ponteng too. This is so not me okie. :O

And wtf mgp byk org dah paktoh!? T-T
Alright I've got no chance at all lah haha!
Now I can only fall for my assignments as well as my baby Kalei!

*

Eee, Kalei is sleeping now.
I think it's time to say bye bye too. :)

No more love songs

I saw a thread on JBTalks which titled as
"如果你在老公电话看到。。。"
So here comes the article.

"昨晚11点多12点，他睡了，可是电话信息响起，我就拿来看，却被我看到一个叫JASMINE的女孩子发信息给他！写道：［我心情很差，你睡了吗？］，我看了顿时楞着了，很生气，哭不出来，他就有点醒了的感觉，我就跟他说：［有女孩子发信息给你］，我就走出房门了。。。走到我家婆房告诉她，毕竟也迟了，我也不想大吵大闹。。。然后我就去到大厅一个人坐在[词语过滤=#313]上冷静，我还是哭了，他走出来，问我：［你还不要睡啊？］，我说：［那女的是谁？怎么那么迟还发信息给你？］他说：［是朋友，不信你打去问她！］，我也不想做这些无畏的东西，我只相信我眼睛看到的就是了！他不是第一次出轨，已经是两个孩子的爸了，大的都2岁多了，小的还在肚子里，他想怎样啊，我真的很累叻！他就拉我进房间睡觉，我就用力甩开他的手啦！他还说我不讲道理，世上朋友有男有女，难道就只能和男的说话吗？对！我知道，我没说不可以，只是我不能接受三更半夜发这些信息来！！！！！！我真的不知道我要怎样，我昨晚真的有想过拿掉孩子。。。。。我不知道我该怎样。。。。"

..
Sangat familiar huh.
Her husband should kena yim. Lol. -.-
World peace, and the baby has done nothing wrong. :(

Hou l*n sien arhhh!

I'm currently at Dasein library now.
Everyone went back home yet I'm still alone waiting for my mom. T-T
(FYI bro is buyin' a new pc at lowyat now, wheee gonna throw my stupid lappy away)

Today during the drawing class, Yuen Ping showed me the way to .. do the what tone la haha.
Before that, I was bloody blur about it. :x
Always looking around or just hap ngan fan lol.
Yet after today, hmm I think I've really learnt somethang new.
Great, I'm lovin' it bababababaaa :D

Alright, time to off now.
Gotta go back to the sofa(alright not sofa really) and continue reading the horror comic.
Darn sien I don't wanna care about my assignment first lah.
Pigi mati ohoho -.-

Well, take care peeps! Love ya all! :) xx

Eeee

Dammit, I feel so emo.
FML promised myself won't be emo since Tom said HELLO :) to me.
(hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha)

Haihh I don't care lah.
This is what we call l-i-f-e, right?

Twitter / Over capacity

Aww, so cute. I love it loads :DD

I was late again, opps

I woke up around 8.15am this morning.
Guess what. Colour studies class actually starts from 8.30am.
I need around 30 minutes to reach my college.
FML! I wish I could put the blame on my hp but NOWAY 'cos obviously it was my farking fault!
I don't know why I cannot hear my alarm clock.
Somethang wrong with my ears, duh.

I brushed my teeth cincaily then. (Opps, sorry for my smelly mouth alalala :D)
Gao dim all those things within 7 minutes.
Blah.
Reached college around 8.50am.
Gosh, I felt like killing myself.
What even worse is, I'VE FORGOTTEN TO BRING ALONG MY STUDENT CARD!
FARK MY FARKING LIFE LOL!
Kept on knocking the door, hoping there'll be someone else open the door for me.
(And Imma call him/her angel *shining wtf*)

I was freakin' lucky that I met two gurls right after the 3 minutes.
They opened the door for me.
Anneh terharu! Thanks angels! x'(

What's next? Of course fai fai zao lah!
I ran to the classroom, and I saw everyone was already in the classroom listening to Ben.
BANG!
I opened the door.
Everybody was staring at me.
...
I explained to Ben. Telling him all the stories about my stupid ears(I still hate my hp, blee) and also my student card.

Ben: "Jiang wo jiu xie ni.."
Me: "OKOK!"
Friend: "Ni dong ta yao xie shen me mie?"
Others were lol. (I thought he will just write down that I was late yet not absent?)
Ben: "Wo xie ni mei you lai de lah?"
Me: "NONO!"
Whole class were lol again. *Mou min wuwu*
(Yet no worries peeps, he was joking only hehh. Oh Ben, you are my 3rd angel alala :D)

About the assignment that I've passed up to Ben, gosh, my sis commented that the ghost looked funny.
So.. I better don't mention about it here.
(Otherwise, you will see my crying in the corner once again)

Alright, I don't really know what's wrong with me recently. :x
I should be bloody happy when I listened to that.
Ouch, someone kill me please. Somethang's going so wrong man.
So now the only thang I can do now is..

"Gtg, bye and nights peeps." (Da ordinary me, sorry lo :S)

Hopefully everythang's gonna be okie tomorrow. Gayao lah Lee Kar Wei.
Can't wait to see everyone of you woots! :p