Lalala

Lalala

Howdy?

Last blogged: Monday, June 11, 2012

IT'S FREAKIN' 2013 NAO FML.

So hello peeps. I'm doing great here :D

Currently having the last 2 days of midterm break and guess what.. I feel suck for done nothing lol.

The lecturers are going to kill me.. VERY SOON.

Okie lah I updated my bloggie just because I wannah show up my new blog header.

SO NAISE OR NOT. FASTER SAY YES LOL.

Hmm.. So.. Sh*t long time no blog Idk what the eff should I blog now! *the lamest excuse*

Let's talk about my new year's resolution! :D

('Cuz I saw people doing it anyway..)

1) Gam fei.

2) Work hard in my studies.

3) Earn money once I've ended my college life.

4) Get a Wacom.

5) Try not to have fast food as often as I did last year.

6) Have a trip to Taiwan with my buddies.

7) Be a nice person (but def I will still never be nice to siao ones, blee)

8) Longer hair..

9) Paint my bedroom!

10) Love myself more.

I will make it. Just wait and see :)

心情。

大家近来可好?

:)

我最近超级无敌忙

都是你啦  assignment

不过我是挺享受这种生活的

嘻

那段不开心的日子

说起来  已经是四个月前的事情了

充满负面思想的日子

都不知道自己是怎么渡过的

觉得一切都很糟

在家很烦

在外很烦

对着电脑很烦

就连照镜子都觉得叉烧比自己好

大概是老天给我的考验吧

所有不开心的东西都突然冲着我过来

我好像哭了很久  枕头都没干过

觉得自己好丢脸

不敢回college  没面子回班  没勇气见lecturer

在那之后  我几乎每晚都在想现在的事  未来的事

跟家人朋友都会聊了很久

有一天  我约了Koid去吃东西

他跟我妈说了一样的话

说我在逃避  不肯面对现实

我认识他那么久  他从来不会秀我他这样serious的脸

到现在还是觉得很恐怖  我那晚被吓得睡不着觉

'_'

妈说  对啊  你的确是在逃避现实

这是你的责任  怎么还没完成就离开了呢

三月  即将结束了

我看着日历  心想是时候下决定了

转  还是不转  心里可是挣扎

脑子里什么都想过好多遍

:)

现在可以看到我这个白发妹常常在college里晃来晃去

就知道我没转college啦

心里是抱着  "该把未完成的事情  完成了它"
所以才决定留下来的

现在跟班上的新童鞋们相处得不错

每天都笑得死去活来

什么twinkle  什么我只能当600岁的经纪人

他们都比我可爱咯  这一点让我很赌懒

妒忌妒忌!  搞到我很想当他们的干妈  (心理变态哈哈哈)

'///'

Dede和Lolo对我们都很好

好像我们的妈妈大人  XD

但这让我很压力啦哈哈  因为无论如何都想取得比以前好的成绩

不想让家人朋友和lecturer失望

:)

那  见到102的朋友还是会很开心

有种已经是一家人的感觉

所以特别喜欢嗲他们哈哈哈

So  祝你们明天的presentation成功呗!  ;)

有时候  我会问自己是否真的快乐

毕竟有时候还是会忍不住掉眼泪

(就像刚刚有个王八蛋  在我写着博格的时候打给我

搞到我现在眼湿湿  ==)

人的思想  是不可小看的

它可以影响你的情绪  身边的人一定会感受到

所以我很努力stay postive

我不想看到我身边的人不开心

X)

最后  我要谢谢爱我的每一位

辛苦你们了

哎呀

不好意思  我就是不要写出你们的名字怎么样  XP

才不要让别人抢掉你们哈哈哈  (妈的  我在说什么屁  =3=)

但真的  我衷心感谢  因为你们没放弃过我

所以  我又活回来啦

:)

大家也要继续加油
我这笨过叉烧的可以做到  你们也可以呀
:D

晚安 

♥

4:38AM

功课在约一小时前 完成

但我就是睡不着觉

你 睡了吗

?

My hair, ahh my hair.

原本的发型。

下定决心想电这发型。

刚电好的发型。

越来越不对劲的发型。

洗了头发过后的发型。

最终被补救的发型。

那失败的发型，让我默默流泪了好久。

我发4，以后宁愿漂一百次一万次的头发，也不会去电卷头发。

TT

谢谢uncle，我的头发又复活了！

明天可以出门了哈哈哈。

祈祷这次洗了头发过后不会再变爆炸头。

._.

Listen.

Last blogged: Sunday, November 27, 2011

Now it's the third month in the year of 2012.

Hye you bloggie, FINALLY MAMA IS BACK.

Just FYI, I've stopped going to college and this is why you can see me hanging 'round almost EVERYWHERE.

I met up with loads of friend. It constantly reminds me of the past.

How I wish I could go back in time. I miss the high school life.

:)

Anyway, best luck people. Have a nice one.

Bad, bad, days.

These days I feel so depressed.

I can't sleep well in the night.

Too many thoughts.

I even force myself to open my eyes when I'm having those nightmares.

This is why I sleep with lights on.

So, I went through the red light.

I swear I saw the goddamn red light.

Yet at the moment, my mind was telling me it was a fucking GREEN light.

I honked at a car because I thought it was his fault.

Friends in car were like what the eff?

Sorry, I didn't mean it.

Man, I need a break.

I'm waiting for that day to set myself free.

I would be happier then..

Rollip In The Deep.

So basically, Rollip is an online software to add some effects on your photos.. FYI, it comes with 40 effects! No doubt, I'm so in love with those amazing effects lol :D

Here goes my current FB PP. I look so serious when I'm sleeping HAHAHA.

Another effect from Rollip. I should have trimmed my eyebrows, tsk tsk.. And this is why me looks like Crayon Shin Chan in this piccie LMAO

I curled my hair temporarily. Mom bought the hair curler since months ago. Aww I would love to learn more about curling the hair! :)

Lastly, just wanna show you people the super original smile of mine! Glad to tell the happy girl is back. Yeah I'm so obsessed with the assignments now.. Nyways, nights to all! Good luck to all SPM & STPM candidates aye! ♥

It's Jay!

Jay Chou's latest MV!

Okie there're many other new songs actually. He's so damn KOOL as always babeh! :)

I personally love "Mine Mine" the most.

He got swag uh-huh ♥

Frappuccino, anyone?

These days I love staying at Starbucks.

Most of the time I'm doing my assignments here, listening to the musics, fb-ing and tweeting! :P

Although I always come here alone but I don't feel lonely at all. :) Weird huh?

Just visited here last Friday but I'm back to here again lol -.-

The environment (probably it's because of the warm sunlight LOL), soft music, friendly staffs, my fav Frappuccino - Java Chip!

Awww I'm so obsessed with you, J.C. ♥

So now here the description about J.C. from Wiki:

"Java Chip - Coffee base, whole milk, cookie/choclate chips and mocha sauce blended with ice. With Whipped Cream + Mocha Drizzle"

SHO LOVELY!! How can you hate it?

Gosh I'm feeling like a famous advertiser hahahah.

Btw, I got myself a Starbucks Card today :) So happy hehehe.

I think I will come more often but no more spending on the drinks ba :/

Frankly, it's a lil' bit pricey for me fml D:

Have to say bye-bye to my lovely sweetie baby J.C. for awhile liao *Am now staring at the sandwiches*

Anyway, CHEERS. You guys rock my world!

Yeapiie, have a nice day to all, muah! ♥

Today.

不好意思啊 各位亲爱的
今天我偷偷流了三次的眼泪

第一次 是因为跟朋友起了一些小争执
第二次 是听了一个人无奈的心事 虽然已经熟悉那故事
第三次 是了解了别人不会了解的东东 我把它越说越复杂了 哈

不过我也没不开心 至少有很努力地把一本漫画给看完
作者是藤原晶 我果然还是无法把少女漫画给戒掉

虽然少女漫画里 总是关于爱情等的无聊杂事
例如男女主角最后一定会在一起 到永远
最重要的是 一定是女生主动追男生 -.-
但 其实也会从中学到一些 人生道理啊

什么该争取 什么该舍弃 得分清楚
家人朋友总是很重要
很庆幸身边总有 对我不离不弃的人

我说啊 在我难过的时候
我什么都不需要
只要有个人愿意陪在我身边 就算一句话也不说
我也能感觉到 很窝心

我喜欢被人摸摸头的感觉 感觉自己还像小孩 -.-
还记得每当我强忍眼泪的时候
姐姐都会过来摸摸我的头 说不哭
可我就会憋不住 稀里哗啦的 哭不停

我总是为了点小事 就哭了起来
妈的 大概是辈子都无法长大了吧

时常羡慕自己身边行事潇洒的人
自己也想变成他们一样 我不喜欢拖拖拉拉
谁叫他让我当了十九年的白羊座

鄙视我 无所谓
反正我哭完我爽 明天又会是美好的一天 :P

对了 最近我都有在诚心祷告
(虽然方法好像都不对 不好意思)
希望身边的每一个人都过着很好的生活
希望自己可以好好念书 不要再成为他人的负累
希望我可以不要再太在意别人的话 好好做自己 毕竟没有人该为了谁而活着

P.S. 所以我染了头发 还是喜欢自己这样的样子 ♥

Tumblr.

Nuff said. :)

A-CHA ♥

The official MV teaser of SJ's A-CHA!

ComeBack Stage. ♥

Oh gosh, I'm going crazy over SJ.

LEE TEUK OPPA, SARANGHAEYO! ;D

Hopefully they will come to Malaysia.

I will definitely support them TEEHEE. ♥

Heart to heart, talk.

Hello hello hello, sorry for the lack of update.

I'm still half-way editing the photos as I mentioned before.

Obviously I'm lying. I just don't feel like editing all of them MAHAHA.

So, I hung out with college-mates after the college.

We went to Pavilion.. Parked my car at Fahrenheit 88 for the first time.

It successfully saved me 4 bucks. 4 BUCKS MAN.

I usually park my car at Pavilion and it costs me fucking 15 bucks.

FML IT'S WAY TOO MUCH.

Well my conclusion is.. nah, no more parking my car at Pavilion. :P

We had our breakfast at Lot 10.

It seemed like a kind of old chinese food court.

[ 3 cha sao paus and 3 xiu mais = TMD RM12.50 ]

I'm officially broke! :(

After having our breakfast, we were walking around..

Entered a shop named 'TYPO'.

It was beside of Snowflake.

Koid brought us there and I love that place, frankly. :)

YEAH. I do love this poster and they are actually selling it!

Maybe not exactly the same.. but still looking the same. *crap* :D

Hye people, feel free to have a look!

I bet you will like it friggin' much as I do, hehe.

Aight, back to the topic.

We had a super duper extremely long chat at Wong Kok.

Nowadays, I can't really keep my secrets from my close friends, lol.

I just don't know the reason why.

Okie, perhaps I do.

They never forced me to share so.

It's only me who always wants to share it with them.

So I tell'em all by myself, duh. -_-

I can't get rid of it although I know I'm looking so so dumb. Hehe. -_-

Sharing is caring. Well said LMAO.

Love my buddies anyway. Do really appreciate their advises all the time.

I know you peeps love me too right!? :P

Lastly, we went to Pavilion food court!

They had Teppanyaki over there.

I love the smell of Chicken Teppanyaki, awwwww.

It's been a long time since I hit there. Miss it like fuck!

I didn't really had my dinner since I had french toast and french fries before that.

Bought family some doughnuts but I didn't even have one. :(

On diet!

As I mentioned since years ago, haha.

Oh, and I love my tragus piercing. :)

Thought I will go blind.. Blame the stupid rumors.

Now I love playing with the earring every night before I go to bed.

Some kind of addiction.

It's fun to play with the earring. -_-

Time to start doing my last assignment of this sem.

I'm nervous!

Ciao, peeps.

Have a nice day ahead. ;)

And thank you for today, sakais-sakais!

I'm back!

Came back from JB and SG as well.

It was fun. :P

More photos to up.

Stay tuned peeps!

♥

Sound. Earth. Nature. Spirit.

Ello everyone.

My eyes are swollen fml.

Added on a pair of fake specs just to cover it up.

(And the pinky heart-shapes.. Meh, whatever. :X)

Ugh.. I ain't doing good these days.

Friggin' hate staying home.

Tsk tsk tsk.

In this evening, I was alone in my room.

Lying on my bed, thinking of the past, then tears rolled down my face.

6 years ago, I used to tell my classmates the same story.

Until today, the story is still remained UNCHANGED. Fcuk.

I guess people around me have probably get bored of it.

Of the same old story.

I gave my college mate a call then I cried.

Chatted with another two friends on facebook making me cry once again.

Gosh, I DON'T WANNA SEEM WEAK. :(

I'm already nineteen.

Yeah, for some of you.. Maybe I ain't big enough.

Yet what I want is just protect the loved ones.

That's it. :'(

Okie, cut the crap.

Trying not to make this blog post too serious. lol

Yo, loyal TVB fans, you will probably know this song!

The music relaxes my mind somehow.

Thank you Auston for introducing me the musics from S.E.N.S. :)

Feel free to listen aye.

A big thank you to friends who care about me.

Sometimes I cry because of them hehe.

Just I seldom tell them.

Touching wtf. :')

Goodnight world.

KINDLY GIVE ME A BEAR HUG IF YOU SEE ME.

Then I will be okie HAHA.

Yup.

Lee Kar Wei will stay strong. :D

Say something nice.

It's probably the best video I ever watched on Youtube so far.

Don't you feel it's touching? :)

Feel free to watch so, and yeah..

You guys are beautiful and I love y'all ♥

New, new.

FINALLY, done changing my blog template.

I love it hahahaha I know you do, too. :O

Camwhoring myself when we were on the way to the travel agency.

Hopefully the plan will go on damn smoothly..

And peacefully. :)

I'm having extra study weeks now.

Kind of.. bored.

Spending my days by sitting in front of my lappy.. facebooking.. tweeting.. whatever sh*t.

I should have learnt about playing online games.

Like Dota or Maple Story hahaha.

Yet too bad I will never get addicted of it.

LOL. Lifeless me. -.-

Candid shot, taken in the class.

I look tired, zz.

Yeah, so what about my studies?

A college-mate of mine, Koid, he read Secret before.

He told me not to think negative by sending out positive thoughts into the universe.

It's definitely a good way for me to get rid of those negative thoughts.

Haha I always think too much. :P

Guess results are gonna out within 2 weeks or a month.

FML UNTIL THE MAX.

No matter what kind of result I get, I won't stop from taking this course. :)

Wish me luck, aye!

Got to go to clean up my friggin' messy bedroom.

Family can't stop nagging me haha. :P

Take care ♥

The feelings ain't right.

I have a bad day :( Deadline is just 'round the corner. It's truly killing me inside, fml. I've lost my self confidence. Can someone please tell me how can I get it back, lol. I've been wondering why am I being so negative recently. Cut the crap. It's 12:58AM. Goodnight world. Slap me please just in case I'm still EMO :(

Life's purpose.

Today, I had a bad day.

I didn't smile to people around me as I do usually.

Blamed myself for never make things right.

Until I had my dinner with my friends, they made me laugh =)

"No arms, no legs, no worries!"

He is Nick Vujicic :)

I'm right now watching his video.. yeah the 3rd one.

Guess what. I've started crying from the 1st video.

Wonder how long I've been crying because of his words!

You will know how beautiful your life is and you won't regret of watching it :)

"A good copy will get into your skin."

It was funny that I almost cried in the class because of one of the ads.

Fortunately I'm over it.

I just love my family..

And my friends for sure!

♥

I'm sorry for always being a hambao :P

You guys always cheer me up whenever I'm down :)

Much loved!

One last thing, I don't wanna leave DGD102!

Therefore I have to complete my work now HAHA.

Should have learnt to manage my time well.

Ciao! =)