10th of October, 2010

3:18AM

After much consideration, I've totally changed my mind. Yeah man, I'm so proud of it. Things will be better. I'm looking for a better one. You know I can do it, hehe. Nights, awesomers. Sleep tight :) X

Today and tonight;

不知从何时开始 喜欢在半夜开着msn 坐在电脑前做功课
可能是因为看到自己的朋友也在线上 (应该也是在赶功课或上面子书呗)
所以感觉不会 太闲 吧 *问号*

今天我收到了在淘宝买的 吉蒂猫T
他妈的 大大件的超卡哇伊 爱死了 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
而且才那么十一令吉 超便宜的好不好 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
不过感觉它会缩水 还有掉色 所以得好好珍惜丫

就前几天 小龟又生病了 真慌死我
不过幸亏吃了药 现在算是 康复了吧 嘻嘻 谢谢老天爷
倒是我比可怜 几天没好好睡 黑眼圈黑得跟我头发就快一样了 啊啊啊

好了 要继续做我的功课了 各位孩子晚安 *痛哭*

19th of October;

DGD102, which is my class went to Petaling Street for the outdoor photo shooting. Took lotsa candid photos yet I won't upload those yong sui ones on my facebook. NO WORRIES HAHAHA!

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And today, I found myself a secondhand fisheye lens adapter. Mad lucky! I save up more to 50% FYI. FCUKING LUCKY!
*dacing 'round like no others 'round me lalala*
Can't wait to get it, hehe.
And speacially thanks to my senior, Windsley for givin' me lotsa information in photography.
I think I know how to differentiate what's lens and what's lens adapter now.
Darn stupid larh me.
XD

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There's something wrong with my facebook.
It's really annoying. Hope problems could be solved as soon as possible, duh.
XD

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Lotsa assignment to go. Pray hard for me eh?
Love y'all!
XD

'Cos you're amazing just the way you are;

By Jayesslee.

*sings*

The new one;

Taadaa. I've changed my blog skin(or we call it background? Who cares)!

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I spent almost 2 hours doing some research on art history.
But most of the time I was listening to the songs from Youtube. *cough*
Jason Chen is awfully KOOL.
(Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni la la la :D)

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Chit-chatted with Sue and Ming on the phone.
I miss'em sho bad. Why didn't I stay for form 6. Sigh. :(

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After the dinner, me and my family went back home from Damasara Uptown.
Suprisingly, our tayar poncet. FTW!
Pop showed our his so-called man side while changing the tayar *cough cough*

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Pop bought us cupcakes from Wondermilk. YUMM YUMMM.
Seriously, I fcuking LOVE to take the photos of cuppy-cakey!
(A new + cute name from me, hehe)
I took out my *Caca and the paper stars from the bottle to do what I gon' do larh.
WTF.
The built-in flash(or external flash? apetu?) didn't raised up like usual when it came to the second round.
The screen was showin' me what.. BLAH BLAH BLAH Error 05.
So.
I get a fcuking big shocked.
Walking out of my bedroom.
Sitting on the sofa.
And darn, I felt like cryin'. FRANKLY.
DO YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE MY *CACA SO MUCH, FML! TT

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I on my msn and also facebook.
Trying to look for the pro kia, Lexes.
He knows almost everything of DSLR and AI. No doubt, he's pro!
(Please do not ask me what's my level now. I'll really CRY TT)
Yet he didn't reply me on the chatbox. Hmm.

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Blackie(IDK how he got this nickname lol) aka Sion was on fb.
He's another pro kia in my mind. No doubt, he's pro too!
(Don't ask me what's my level again, fml max :/)
So, yeah, he helped me to solve the problem.
YEAH, HE DID IT. MUAHAHAHA! THANK YOU MAN!

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That's why now you can see me happily blogging here.
*Dancing 'round plus playing Maroon 5's song*

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Needa work harder and harder for my dream(A BIG BIG HEART-SHAPED).
As my friend told me, research is kinda important for GD.
Yet I can't stop playing songs from KuWo or Youtube while doing it.
Someone stop me please :/

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Garh, it's 4.55AM now.
Goodnight everyone. Love y'all :)

*It's my Canon EOS 500D!

The very first week!

Well, it's 2:18AM now.
I spent me weekdays staying at the college.
Unexpectedly, it was pretty fun and I found out that I'm into the courses more and more!
(Applause, please! :P)
The lecturer're simply awesome! *Yay*
Proud to be one of the Daseinians, hehe.
And I needa pay more attention during the classes.
NOT TO BE LATE ANYMORE!
(That's tough. REALLY TOUGH, FML. Just take it as a joke, duh)

Eek. And sorry for the last blog post.
I was kinda emo last night.
So.. I did write those stupid things, haha.
Pheww. "Stop thinking and look forward."
Is that the ONLY way to solve the problems that I'm facing right now?
IDK. I need some clue, huhh. :/

Nyways, will I get tired of GD?
Nah, NEVER EVER! ♥


P.S. Gayao to my buddies too! I miss y'all! :P

Me.?

我很在意其他人对我的想法
我有今天的黑发 是因为我担心大家觉得 我变了
但我承认 我好像真的变了
染回以前的发色也没用 回不去

以前大家说什么 我都听
现在大家说什么 我还在听
但感觉不一样 现在好像都在听着别人的故事
我没办法 真正去了解他们的心情
我一味告诉他们 要顺其自然

身边发生了太多事 我也经历过
现在的我 尽然完完全全相信 命运是无法改变的
要发生的终究会发生 我告诉自己 不要埋怨 要面对
结果 他妈的 我现在对所有事情都麻木了

人长大了都会这样 还是只有我自己
好伤脑筋啊 但也不想回到过去
这也好 至少这证明了 我的想法变得很客观了 *笑*

虽然有时候嘴上会有那么 一点点的抱怨 但我不再讨厌谁了啦
这也是 其中一个好处吧
不然你也不会看到现在的我 天天在班傻笑 XD

My ten-ten-ten day.

Woke up around 2.30PM.
Didn't manage to join the Cutie Pet Fair.
Lai lai han all day long.
5 something, mom, sis, bro plus I were supa dupa pissed off.

So, I updated my fb status.
FML.
I hate this kinda life.
I love my family.
Yet definitely not those sh ones.
Luckily, some of'em did treat him right.
They rejected the money from him.

For those who treat us well, I'll remember'em in my whole life.
At least y'all are showin' me what F-A-M-I-L-Y really means.
Glad to be your zat lui and also your guai xun.
I can feel the love, finally,
:)

I want a kitty *SCREAMIN'*

Yer yer yer, ngo mm zai ar. I want this kitty so bad yet why the hell it's so fcukin' EXPENSIVE? (For me alright) It's too bad that my mom doesn't like cats or dogs. *cries* Plus, I'm worried that I can't accompany her 24/7, WTF. I'm willing to clean my bedroom everyday if I get a chance to let it become mine yet WUWUWU! NGO MM ZAI AR! Anyway, deeply hope that she will find a better home and live happily ever after, FML. Luckily I still got Kalei and Gui Gui with me :D xx

I love talkin' to my friends,

When I'm not happy. Indeed, they saved me. Specially thanks my family and friends. Perhaps you're one of'em uh-huh. THANK YOU! (; X

刺青与纹身的欲望(?)

大家好 不好意思最近都在狂写部落格 如果有打扰到大家 请见谅丫宝贝 *羞*
如题 我很他妈的想穿眉环以及纹身丫
不过其实 我很怕我家人及朋友鄙视我无聊的穿了环过后 就马上后悔 嘻
所以啊 我一定得好好上谷歌查查看 得到更多关于眉环以及纹身的资料 再下最后决定好啦
看下看下 还蛮哦颗的 直至我读到一篇关于小S穿环的文章
给你们看其中一段 超刺激

“最后我觉得那根眉环，根本只靠我的一层皮在撑，所以我决定硬把它拔下来，结果一拔，不小心把整块肉都给拔了，所以我的眉毛上就出现了一个凹槽，我都戏称它为小跑道。就这样，我的眉毛上多了一个很深的疤，我觉得这就是我要去体会的道理，自作自受！”

我一边读一边毛骨悚然 就快吓呆了 很恐怖 妈 我不打眉环了
好 人都是犯贱的 我去搜搜关于唇环的资料 终于让我在百度找到了
他妈 原来打唇环也有可能中白血病 哦

“真的，打唇环必须有不怕死的心理……”

超屌 幸亏我发现的早 不然得空就会皮肤敏感的我 一定会没命在这里写部落格 *笑*
只怕我哪天没头没脑 一经过刺青店 就屁股痒跑进去穿环
不过比起爱美 我更怕死啦 不怪得人家都宁愿去来个青龙白虎纹身 也打死都不去穿环
而且我相信我家人一定会对我很失望 我母亲大人含辛茹苦把我养大 我都已经十八了
怎都不能在没有她允许之下 做出对自己身体有伤害的事吧
我为家人 家人为我 妈的 我说得好好笑哦 不过这一次我总算聪明那么一次 XD

不过说到纹身呢 *沉默*
上星期我亲眼看着一位六十岁左右的老叔叔 用镭射去掉它右手上的纹身
图案是片叶子什么的 嗒嗒嗒 帮他去掉纹身的中国女子问他痛么
我猜那老叔叔可能是要面子 直说不痛
我了的你心情 老叔叔 毕竟一个大男人如果说痛的话 就 真的很痛呗
他完成第一次镭射的时候 我鼓起勇气 问他痛么
他笑了笑 说一点点痛咯 不过看着他似乎迫不及待地 想赶快把他的纹身给去掉

他好奇为什么我会问他这么怪的问题 我说没 只是想纹一个 在手上
刹那间 那中国女子和那老叔叔异口同声 喊了一声 不要啊啊啊
我吓呆了 这时候 正在给那中国女子绣着眉的母亲大人瞪了我一下
哈 抱歉啦 我真的很想要嘛
老叔叔看着我 说 你看 我都特意来这里吧自己的纹身给去掉 你还想要
接着 他说如果真的很想要的话 刺一个小小个的 就够了
我点头 我也是这么想的

在妈妈完成了她的心愿过后 唉呀 绣得很漂亮啦 *笑*
我跑去柜台 问了问用镭射去掉纹身的价钱是多少
柜台小姐说不知道 不过她说 原来那位中国女子 在之前也有帮人做刺青的 我更呆了

其实我看着老叔叔去掉它纹身的那一刻 说实在 我心情很复杂
我不知道他是一什么样的心情来把陪伴自己十年的纹身 给去掉
不过我可以确定 他脸上流露出的 是很满意的笑容
大概是他的小孙子不喜欢 要他把那片叶子给弄走掉吧 不知道

其实在那天过后 我左想右想 我更确定 还是要去纹身
但不再是手上 而是耳朵后面 纹个超级不明显的玫瑰花 哈
在外国有些公司啊 规定不会请纹身者的咧 虽然我身在大马 但我也当然怕怕丫
可能哪天我走在街上 我已经有个纹身了 却没人知道 嘻
随缘啦 现在连自己的房间都还没收拾好 没资格说纹身什么的
已经半夜四点了 各位晚安 要梦见我丫 谢谢你愿意看我写废话 哈 :)

Ngek

Hello, friends! (:

My mom aka Audrey edited this for me!
Last night around 2:30am, we had a super long chat on the phone.
('Cos she couldn't fall asleep at her cousin's house, shhh! :P)
We've got thousands of topic to chat, lol!
Yeah, let's go shopping sometimes. It must be fun I suppose x)

田馥甄, the best one

还是原来那个我
不过留掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会换这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么
爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了 想到 快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了 赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没用
早点看破 才看得见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了 想到 快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了 赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉

Sunway woohoo

I'm gonna hit Sunway Pyramid soon, MU HA HA.
Sister's working there for a facial product event.
And I, going there to join the AOD event!
I wanna see Fala Chan so bad. I love her so much! OMG! :D
Wish me luck peeps, E HE HE HE. *hyper wth*

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Last night while I was chatting on with my so-called sis on msn, then I received a call from my mommy aka Audrey.
She was about to ask me whether am I joining B class for the genting trip or not.
Yet too bad laa this cumin' fri is my granny's big big day hehe!
For sure I've to stay with my family and act like a guai guai lui!
(Alright actually I AM all the TIME) :D
We had a lil' talk. Guess what?
I never expected that she's actually having the same thought with me!
WE'RE SO GONNA GET A TATTOO TOGETHER! WOOT!
(Shh, please don't let my pop know okie. Keep it as a secret eh? :P)
Can't wait hehe! Exciting LA LA LA (;

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I gave Sue a call last night.
It was 22 minutes long but most of the time, I was the only one who kept on crapping and crapping.
Guess how she tahan it, lmao!
Thanks babe (:
If I didn't talk to you last night, you might see me emo-ing whole day long! LOL! Love ya lots! (;

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9 days left for my holiday.
I texted Jia and asked her out for yamcha few days later.
I do miss all of'em freakin' much, seriously. I want us to talk like biacthes, laugh like biatches and eat like biatches(WTH IS THAT LMAO!)
Alright, what I meant is we must enjoy the time gao gao laa. Get it? LOL!
WE AIN'T BIATCHES LA. Don't misunderstading huh!

Must bring along my dai ca (;

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Seem like I've got lotsa stuff for me to complete in this comin' 9 days. *cough cough*
And I, definitely going to spend it wisely! =)

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Lastly, I deeply hope that granny won't forget about us. We love you! Be happy :)