R.I.P, Bao Bei ♥ ♥ ♥

宝贝 Sayang 鸟鸟 Girl Girl
这是我们给她的名称

三月二十七日 下午三点四十五分
前天 她离开了

我哭了好久 好久
闭上双眼 我见到了她痛苦的样子

和兽医道别时
我以为 她会渐渐好起来
向车子的方向走去
我一直告诉她 鸟鸟 没事了
我们回家吧

没想到 她是睁着双眼
离开的

兽医很无奈 说她走了
当时 我双眼满是眼泪

我是个夜猫子
每晚从房间走出来 我都会看到她
她总是呆呆地 发白日梦

快步走向前 蹲下来
轻轻的 喂 一声
是我的指定动作

她迅速抬起头 看着我
哎 的叫一声
像是责备 又像是在跟我说
嘿 又是你 怎么还不睡

超可爱的 我好爱她

现在我步出房间 看不到她平时待的鸟笼
看不到她傻傻的模样
好难过 真的好难过

我们买她下来时 她身子已经很弱
大家都说 我们被那卖家骗了

我们 当然知道啊

可我们一致决定 绝不能把鸟鸟换掉
要是没人要她 怎么办
她还那么小

妈说 她当初会选鸟鸟
是因为鸟鸟令她 想起我
大概我们样子都一样 傻傻的吧

今天我临时推了朋友的约定
其中一位打给我
他问我 是不是因为鸟鸟的事

沉默了一下子
我哭了 哭得很大声
吓到他 真抱歉

大家都说 就鹦鹉一只
买多一只 不就得了
不 根本就不是这样的

呜 臭鸟鸟 我以后都不敢进宠物店了
我一想起你 就哭得稀里哗啦
不认识的 一定以为我是傻婆

你一直都是我们家的小公主
你将来投胎 或许真的能成为公主咧

我好对不起你
怕当局看到了你的照片会上门 把你给抓走
万万没想到 我上载这照片的时候
你已经不在我们身边了

你不乖 把你男朋友丢下就走了
现在他孤零零一个
他一直有在找你 妈也不敢把空鸟笼拿上楼

妈的
我失恋的时候 都没有哭到那么惨

哈哈

宝贝要多多回来
正怀疑 是不是逝世了的爷爷
偷走了我的鸟鸟
是的话 要跟爷爷好好相处 知道么

眼泪不听使唤
你知不知道我们大家
很想你啊 想死你了
大家的眼睛都哭得肿肿
多想再逗你玩

你男朋友啊 见你最后一面的时候
没像平时那样 欺负你
他很安静
我想 他也很想念你吧

最后
要跟关心我的朋友说声 抱歉 与谢谢
真不好意思 让你们白担心了

:') ♥

我爱大家一辈子
鸟鸟也是 要让我梦见你哦
呜 我爱你啦 么

:/

That's how I feel,

right now.

Grey and Blue.

The good news :I'm officially having sem break now, yeeaah man.
The bad news :I AM FUCKING BORED.

Spent a couple hours on learning how to download fonts from internet.. Playing with it.. etc.
Shit lots of stuff for me to learn, still.
I'm a lazy + slow learner *grins

Above is what I've done just now.
Kind of.. weird.
Ain't it? :/

I swear I will improve myself, lolol!

Overnight YEAH.

Hello peeps!
Sorry about the lack of updates lately.
But hell yeah, I'm having fucking sem break now!
Like finally, yahoooooo.

I stayed overnight at Metroview just last night.
Most of my classmates stay there.
Damn, the night view over there is just awfully COOL.
I always wish that I could spend a night sleeping in the balcony.
Man, you can definitely feel the cold night air!
Bet you gon' love it as I do. Awwww.

Wow, but no worries. 'Cause I didn't sleep in the balcony as I wished he he.
Just almost fell alseep sitting on the coach that my friends moved it in their balcony.

I had a great time with my friends last night candidly.
Before we went to Andy's and Alvin's house, I put my stuff in Meh's house.
We watched Coming Soon plus Paranormal Activity 2 together.
I just couldn't stop SCREAMING.
The funniest thing was.. I told them this ain't the first time I watch Coming Soon.
"Aiya, I'm not afraid at all!" *Moving my chair closer to the monitor*
At the end of the movie, I was like covering my whole face and closed my both fucking eyes.
I WAS SUCH A MUTHAFUCKING COWARD LOLOLOL.

After watching the two horror movies, we guys were sitting at the balcony.
Guess what?
We started sharing the horror stories, what the fuuuuck.
So damn scary you know.
I was like hugging Shir when listening to them..
I hate Han's ringtone too TT
Scared all of us lolol!
Meh kept asking us to stop from telling the stories.
Now I know what's she afraid of.. *grins
Ha she's always cute! x)

And yeah, we went to mamak.
It was just pretty near to Metroview.
P.S. The nice lemak selling there wasn't bad, no jokes huh! I'm going back next time ha ha.
Kept talking and talking right after having our seats.
Played some lame games such as keep looking into someone's eyes and you are the loser if you laughed first.. Do not mention NI, WO and TA when you're talking to others.
Hye hye, yes maybe it sounds really easy but trust me, it's actually not..
'Cause I never won a single game WHAT THE FUUCK!

So.. we went back to Metroview around 4am.
It was raining, lolol.
Shir and I went back to Meh's house.
After taking a bath, I tried to help Jonathan to do the tracing stuff.
You can rarely see me doing homeworks after 4am but hooray I did it last night!
Ha ha yeah, I didn't feel like going to the bed 'cause I wasn't doing it alone! :)
Ugghh.. It's like..
When you're focusing on something, you might ignore others but for me..
I love when I'm doing assignments with my friends ha ha!
Get it? Eek, whatever ha ha!
P.S. Obviosly.. another reason is 'cause I.. am.. lazy.. what the fuuuuck.. Such a disgrace.. *Speechless*

Anyway!
Thank you so so much to all my friends :D
Paiserh for disturbing you guys last night ha ha but I did really enjoy myself.
Awww, love you all HA HA HA please say you love me too TQVM LOLOL.

He he, seriously I'm glad to be Daseinian and also DGD102ian.
I feel blessed.. Really do :)

Da 18 quotes that I kinda love;

1. Life is a classroom, learn the lesson.

2. Fuck what you heard, recognize what you see.

3. If you don't live for something, you will die for nothing.

4. Don't concentrate on finding the perfect woman, better yet concentrate on becoming the perfect man.

5. Don't wait for the perfect moment... Take the moment and make it perfect!

6. If you want to learn to love, you should start with a friend you hate.

7. Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

8. You will never win if you never begin.

9. Be good and you will be lonely.

10. The faster you'll fall, the higher you'll fly.

11. Always laugh when you can. It is cheap medicine.

12. The naked truth is always better than the best-dressed lie.

13. Sometimes silence is the most eloquent reply.

14. When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionably.

15. In the end, everything matters.

16. You become what you pretend to be.

17. Hold onto your words because talk is cheap.

Uh huh.. And here comes the best one:
18. There isn't always going to be second chances. Sometimes it's now or never.

That's all for today!
Just got back home from da college.
zOMG I've gotta redo the assignment.
(We've to produce a book mahaha sounds awesome, ain't it)
Tomorrow gon' be a busy day, too.
Kooool, the end of da story.
(Dang it. Friggin' shame on me for putting "The End" at the last page of the book.. Ughhh!)
So.. Toodles.
Love yall YAY :D

I love them, really do ❥

Heiyo!

Hung out with girls just yesterday and they did make my day!

106 piccies to go, HE HE.

Do check out my fb album later aye?

Garhhh I love yall! :))

P.S. Suuwaayaa I LOL-ed when I read your bloggie ha ha love you and M larh! ♥

A lil update here!

Hye peeps.
Sorry that I didn't update my bloggie here for quite a long time.
YEAH I KNOW YOU GUYS MISS ME FRIGGIN MUCH.
(Please say you do.. I know you definitely will yeah yeah)

FYI, I'm 19 nao.
I just put my make up on today.
For the very muthafucking first time.
I guess this is a lil too late but who the heck with give it a shit man LALALA.
;D

Yeah man, so this is me.
No editing at all HAHAHA.
(FML I'm a little too excited)

Tomorrow gon' hang out with Sue and Ming.
DAMN I WANNA TAKE PICCIES WITH THEM <3